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Moving back in with his parents was proving to be a much harder task than Blaine anticipated. He'd always known that it would be tough - there'd be quarrels, awkward silences, snide comments, hateful glares - but no-one had warned him it would be this tough. It was like being a little kid again. They weren't exactly treating him with a lot of respect, and most days it was as if he was invisible. They were civil when they had to be, such as asking what time he might be expected back. Not that they were concerned for his safety - they wanted to know how long they could enjoy their lives without their youngest and unexpected son for. It didn't exactly bother him, it just caused him a little stress, and annoyance. Jason was still ranked first in the pecking order, pushing him round like the bully would at school. Granted Blaine now knew who to defend himself better, so he suffered fewer injuries, but he was just waiting for the time when he'd be sent falling down the stairs by one of his elder brother's shoves. He had to do a routine check before his foot could even touch the top step.

He was surprised that his folks had even agreed to let him back into the house again, but he wasn't going to look a gift horse in the mouth. It was just a shock. Maybe it was because of all the things he'd been through whilst at Dalton, away from all the lack of love back home, that made them see he wasn't all bad. The very thought was laughable. Blaine guessed they were probably only doing it to look like the heroes - the parents that did oh-so many good deeds. The folks that made other folks look like prison wardens. Pfft, yeah, good luck with that. So long as Blaine was alive and kicking he wasn't going to let them get away with appearing as the good guys, because they most definitely weren't. In fact, they were positively the opposite. All they'd ever been to him was mean. It was because he hadn't been planned - he was the unwanted offspring they'd put up with purely for the child benefit money. Not that they needed anymore, they were loaded already. Even though they showed little concern towards Blaine, they still gave him cash to do what he wanted to. It was probably one of the very very few good things about them, if not the only. Ever since he was much younger they'd shown an obvious disinterest in him. He'd tried various shenanigans to get their attention - colouring pictures, singing little tunes he'd heard, dancing around for them - and none of it had worked. He'd been dismissed, and sent back to his room, where he'd spent many a night crying. Blaine was not going to let this be a repeat of his past.

So, at the first sign of a storm looming over head in the Anderson household, he'd fled. He didn't exactly have anywhere to go in particular, he just knew he couldn't spend any longer in there. As he made his way down the street, letting his feet take him where they wanted to, Blaine's mind wandered. He knew it was only going to get tougher as the school year progressed. Luckily he'd been given his fair share of homework already, so that kept him preoccupied for the most part whilst he was at home. When he wasn't working on a paper, he was usually found sitting cross legged on his bed, guitar in hand. Blaine found comfort in how he could pluck the strings softly, singing whatever he wanted. He sung to match his mood, mostly. Or to match the persons - or rather person - that he might be thinking of at the current time. This meant a whole lot of love songs leaking from his lips, as one very special boy seemed to remain forever etched into the side of his head. Kurt.

His boyfriend had been one of the main reasons leading to his transfer, and he'd be lying if he said that Kurt didn't cross his mind frequently. Blaine couldn't help it - he was in love. He'd received very little of such an amazing feeling when he was younger, and the fashionable countertenor had provided what his parents couldn't plus more. Maybe it was a little early to have such strong feelings towards Kurt, but Blaine honestly believed that this was it. He had eyes for no-one else, and most definitely never would. There was no-one else he'd rather have by his side when he left McKinley, and hopefully headed for NYC. Blaine was planning on buying a condo out there, and although he hadn't dared suggest the idea to his boyfriend yet, he was hoping that he wouldn't be living there alone. It was a big step, he knew this, but he felt like he was ready. Whether Kurt was the same, he didn't know, but he didn't plan on pushing him into anything he didn't want to do. Blaine respected the taller boy's choices. He was just grateful for any time that he got to spend with Kurt, as every moment just made him feel better and better. No-one else had, or could, ever succeed in making Blaine feel the way that he did around the countertenor. It was indescribable - he just knew he loved it almost as much as the boy himself.

When his thoughts finally died down and allowed him to survey his surroundings, Blaine was surprised to find himself in a familiar park. It was the one he'd spent a lot of time at, contemplating his messed up feelings, wondering why his parents preferred Jason over himself, trying to think of new ideas to grab their attention.. it was safe to say this was an emotional place for Blaine to be. Nonetheless, he wanted to spend time here for a little bit. To feel his childhood, even if it had been miserable. Walking slowly, he stood over the roundabout, gently turning the metal frame with his hand. The very familiar feeling of the wind blowing in his face came back to him, and Blaine smiled. There were good memories here too. He'd not only come here to think, but to play, like every other normal kid his age. He deserved that much at least. Blinking slowly, he debated whether to sit on the climbing frame or the top of the slide, but eventually picked the the comfortable seat belonging to one of the swings. His fingers curling round the metal chain, Blaine began to rock himself forward and backwards gently, using only the heels of his feet for power. He didn't want to go fast - he just wanted to sit and remember.

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NOTES ; First Blaine post, yay :D Twisted history is twisted, it's messed up.. poor Blaineykins <3}

[Kurt Edward Hummel [Away]]

Kurt had decided to leave the house for a while to just go walk around Lima. Finn and Burt were talking about sports and cars. Kurt would've joined in with this but he didn't really have any clues about what he could say on the subject. He did consider going for a walk with Carole, but she seemed to be busy with work, and Kurt didn't want to disturb her. It wasn't all bad though; Kurt did enjoy going for walks by himself. It gave him time to think about things. What with his Senior Year now starting, Kurt barely had the time to relax thanks to the amount of homework that was piling up, not to mention the amount of work that had to be done if he wanted to go to New York after Senior Year.

He was pretty confused about when he should go to New York. Rachel seemed to really want to go with Finn, and also have Kurt there as well, but she also seemed to want to leave as soon as they graduated. Kurt wasn't sure if that was possible. He did want to go to New York badly -- especially with Rachel and Finn -- but it didn't seem likely that they could go almost straight after they finished school. They would probably need to save up a bit of money so they could start a life there, and they also had to find a job so they could actually make a living there. Though, this wasn't the main reason why Kurt was hesitant to leave Lima so quickly. The reason for him being hesitant enver failed to put a smile onto his face.

It was Blaine. They'd been dating for a good few months now, and Kurt knew exactly how he felt about the boy. He had done after a month of knowing him. Blaine was the first person that Kurt was able to tell about what Karofsky was doing to him the previous year, and Blaine was a great form of comfort to him. Ever since then, Blaine had been nothing but supportive, and just the best source of comfort to him.When he transferred to Dalton to get away from Karofsky; Blaine -- along with the other Warblers -- made him feel incredibly welcome in the school and the Glee club; he didn't ditch Kurt or make things incredibly awkward between them when Kurt thought that when Blaine told the Warblers that he was in love that he meant Kurt and not the guy that worked at Gap, Jeremiah; despite it being incredibly awkward at the time, Blaine had tried to help Kurt to be more "sexy" after they had performed for anothter school, and Blaine had thought that Kurt was in pain, and after trying to get Kurt to be more comfortable with anything at all sexy, he had spoken to Burt about his concerns from how nervous Kurt was about the subject; after the death of Pavarotti, Blaine was the first of the Warblers to join in with the backing vocals,and later requested to change the original solo for Regionals to a duet so that he could spend more time with Kurt after he had realized his feelings for him.

Then there was Blaine standing up for him to Karofsky when they went to visit McKinley for the benefit concert; Blaine was supportive for Kurt when he realized how much he was missing the New Directions and was fine with him going back to McKinley even though that would mean them spending less time together because he knew that Kurt would be happy there; there was Blaine comforting Kurt, and dancing with him after Karofsky had ran off at the Prom after Kurt was voted "Prom Queen" as part of a cruel joke; Blaine that Kurt that he loved him, which Kurt had reciprocated after coming back from New York for Nationals (the memory of that still made Kurt's face break out into a wide grin). And now, Blaine had transferred to McKinley so they could spend more time together. Kurt felt like there wasn't enough that he could do in return for what Blaine had done for him over the past months, and the best thing that he could do was put off going to New York for year so he could leave Lima with Blaine after the younger of the two could leave together. There was really nothing that Kurt had wanted more.

While on his walk, Kurt decided to go to the park. He hadn't been there recently. Kurt usually went here during his freshman and sophomore year whenever he needed an escape from the world, and could only remember two times when he had came here during his junior year. He was glad to see that not many people were around, and there was definitley a lack of screaming children. It was almost perfect for him. Kurt began to walking to one of the benches, when he saw Blaine sitting on one of the swings. Kurt smiled softly and decided to sit on the swing next to him. Kurt curled his fingers under the seat, and as he looked at Blaine, Kurt noticed that he looked troubled. Kurt frowned a little and said 'Are you alright?'. Kurt had suspected that Blaine's troubled look had something to do with home life, and he was going to do everything that he could to support his boyfriend.

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Notes: Didn't mean to type that much..Warblers are a good muse source then.

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A lot had actually changed for him in the past few months, but there was no way Blaine was complaining. It was all good change - every single decision he'd made, or every decision that had had impact on him had led to something good. Even moving in with his parents again. He was closer to Kurt now, and to the park he'd forgotten he loved so much. Glancing round briefly, he spotted the area where he'd fell off the climbing frame and faceplanted the ground. It had hurt quite a fair bit at the time, but now he couldn't help but laugh. Blaine wasn't quite so careless now. He was pretty oblivious though - it usually took him a long time to catch on to things. Usually he had to be rather brutally shoved in the right direction to get what someone was trying to tell him indirectly. That was where his hair came in handy. It was often quite tempting to hit Blaine with something when it came to his moments of total obliviousness, but due to the amount of gel he insisted of slicking into his curls, it acted as a handy defence shield. Unfortunately, he'd only just realised how much he actually put on, and was starting to use a little less. So much for protection.

He'd been in quite a few scrapes before. The large area of grass in front of him had been the stage for his 'football-to-the-face' show, which had rather efficiently knocked out two of his wobbly teeth at the time. Not too far to the left was where he tripped over that chihuahua - a funny incident, yes, but it had hurt nonetheless. Blaine had fell on the ground not too far in front of him before too, whilst trying to jump off the swing in mid-air like all the older boys used to do. He never attempted to flip off, that was far too awesome for his level of skill at the time, but he tried jumping all the same. It wasn't as easy as it looked. Blaine had to give them credit for landing so gracefully all the time, when all he could do was either stumble forwards and fall, or just flat out bellyflop the ground. He was half-tempted to try it now, but his heart just wasn't in it. Aside from his childhood, he'd been mixed up with a few fights here and there too. Like the Sadie Hawkins dance. It had been a mistake to go with Roark, Blaine knew that now, but at the time it had just been a spur of the moment. They'd been waiting outside for Roark's Dad to pick them up - Blaine's father sure as hell wasn't going to - when they'd been ambushed by a group of juniors. It really hadn't been pretty. Blaine had been left with a broken arm, leg, and a few fractured ribs. His parents had been mortified - the only time he could ever recall them worrying for him - and had demanded that whoever had done it be expelled. Neither of the boys dared tell them the culprits, of course. They didn't want to be beat up again.

That was what had led him to transferring to Dalton. Things had only got worse for Blaine after that - he had things thrown at him, he was shoved into lockers, and hateful words had been spat in his direction wherever he went. After speaking to the principal and only just managing to hold back the tears, he'd been told she couldn't do anything about it and that she was sorry. It was safe to say Blaine was distraught. He had wanted to stand up for himself, to say something, but he couldn't for some unknown reason. Everytime he tried to, nothing would come out of his mouth. He tried to carry on, acting as things were the same as before, but the final straw had to come sometime. It was a rather messy food fight - Blaine versus the cantine population - that was breaking point for him. He was dumped in a bin afterwards, told to stay there as that was where faggots belonged. He hadn't wanted to take anymore of it after that. He begged his parents to transfer to Dalton in a long, heated, hate-filled argument with a lot of crying. He'd seen their website whilst browsing the internet, and their strict 'no-bullying' policy had appealed to him. It was a school where he was safe to be himself, where he wouldn't be shoved to the ground every five minutes or so because of his sexuality. To Blaine's surprise, they actually accepted, and he transferred soon enough.

A string events had followed after, ones that changed his life for pretty much forever. He met Kurt - the boy with the bluest eyes he had ever seen and now his perfectly wonderful boyfriend. He tried, and failed, to win the affections of Jeremiah. He spent a lot more time with Kurt, just bonding and acting as the taller boy's mentor. He realised that Kurt was also the one he'd been looking for forever. He'd kissed him - one of the most memorable moments in his teenage life so far. He'd helped Kurt stand up to Karofsky, a bully at McKinley that had been giving his boy hell. Then he himself had transferred to the very same school, effectively moving back in with his parents. Blaine was positive so much more had happened in between, but all his mind was coming up with was Kurt, Kurt, Kurt. Why was he so damn addictive? In all truth, his boyfriend was one of the main factors that had caused him to transfer to McKinley, though he wasn't just there to see the countertenor more often. One problem was perhaps that he was a junior, whilst Kurt was a senior. He didn't know what was going to happen when the older boy graduated and he still had another year left. But, despite the fact Blaine liked to plan ahead quite a lot, he didn't want to think about the possibility of being left in Lima whilst Kurt went to NYC. He'd support his boyfriend, obviously, in every choice he made. He'd just had his heart set on making their first steps in the Big Apple alone together.

Hearing the swing next to him move, probably because someone was settling themselves on the seat, Blaine raised his eyes briefly to check who it was. He was a little surprised to see Kurt smiling at him softly, but he couldn't stop the feeling of warmth spreading through his body at the sight of his angel. His boyfriend frowned a little, and Blaine guessed he'd noticed he was a looking a little troubled. Are you alright? Blaine smiled brightly - he couldn't help it when he was around Kurt. It was sweet how he could tell when Blaine wasn't feeling too good, and was concerned enough to ask what was up. He honestly made up for all the years without the care of his parents. Almost. " Oh. Hey, Kurt. Yeah, I'm just thinking. You know I fell off that seat you're sitting on like, nine hundred times. "

[/color] Blaine swung to the side a little, leaning in so he could place a chaste kiss to Kurt's temple. He wondered if he'd ever mentioned his history to his boyfriend, though he very quickly came to a conclusion. No, he hadn't. It wasn't a subject he dared to approach, and usually averted attention somewhere else when it came up in conversation. Kurt probably knew he had a little trouble at home, and that would be about it. Blaine hated to keep things from him, but it was for the countertenor's safety after all. Nothing was more important than that.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size][/blockquote]

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NOTES ; Oh, they are, I love them :D Only Starkid can make me laugh and cry at the same time :)}

[Kurt Edward Hummel [Away]]

Kurt hadn't really experienced much embarrassing moments here. He had fallen off the climbing frame countless of times, but thankfully, only one of them was noticed by the others in the park as he was in a serious amount of pain after falling off from a high height on the climbing frame and landed on his wrist badly, almost breaking it in the process. It was badly bruised for a little under a month and he couldn't really do much during that time. It was a very boring and long month then.

He was lucky not to have ran into anyone from school that did seem determined to make his life hell -- or at least, not enjoyable -- any time that he went to the park. Even since elementary and middle school, Kurt did suffer abuse from the other pupils though it was a lot more subtle. It was only more physcial and noticable at the end of his middle school year. He never mentioned it to anyone until last year when it was getting far too much to bare when Karofsky was pretty much just focusing on him. Kurt had forgiven Karofsky now, but the memories did still did hurt to think back on.

Kurt looked up at the top of the swing set and always thought that it was impressive how people could throw themselves off of it while swinging. Kurt never had the guts to do it. He was too scared about seriously hurting himself, or someone else, by landing on them as he fell from the ground. He wouldn't be as scared to do it now, but Kurt still wasn't fully willing to.

He was shocked that his father and Carole had agreed to sending him to Dalton after they had found out about Karofsky, and all the other abuse that he had recieved from the other pupils. The tuition fees weren't exactly cheap after all, and it would always make Kurt feel a mixture between surprise and gratitude. It was the best decision that he had made in his life. But he knew how much it was hurting the family financially, which was another reason why Kurt had decided to go back to McKinley. Kurt did miss the Warblers, but he could still see them during the holidays and weekends.

Even though that Blaine was a year younger than Kurt, he was still a very good mentor for him. It did just show that age had nothing to do with what advice you could give or how wise you were. There was always someone out there that could really do with some guidance in their life, and Kurt was one of them, but recently, he didn't need as much guidance as he had done in the past now that his life was finally starting to turn around for him. He wouldn't have believed anyone if they told him this time last year that he was going to be this happy, and he probably would've laughed in their face if they told him it was because that he had such an amazing boyfriend that he couldn't help but think about almost all the time. Kurt wouldv'e just assumed that it was going to be another Finn and they wouldn't share his feelings. Thinking back on how he used to have a massive crush on someone who Kurt could now only see as a brother, made him smirk and actually feel kind of embarrassed about it.

Seeing Blaine smile brightly, made Kurt's slight frown turn into a huge grin. Blaine never seemed to fail at making Kurt smile like that. 'Oh. Hey, Kurt. Yeah, I'm just thinking. You know I fell off that seat you're sitting on like, nine hundred times'

[/i] Kurt chuckled a little and said 'I've never fallen off the swings before, but that' he said, with a nod to the climbing frame 'I've fallen off that countless of times' When Blaine had kissed his temple, Kurt blushed a little and smiled at Blaine. He knew that Blaine had problems at home, but he didn't know how serious it was; they never really spoke about it after all. Kurt could only assume that it was just a few arguments here 'What were you thinking about?' Kurt asked, slowly swinging.[/size]

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As far as crushes went for Blaine, they were few and infrequent. Once someone caught his eye, he usually did all at his disposal to be super nice, and gain their attention. Anything to just befriend them. That was always the first step, becoming their friend. Blaine often refused to attempt to become actually involved with someone unless he was already friends with them. For him, you couldn't have a real relationship unless you knew the ins and outs of your partner. Not literally maybe, but the basics. What sort of things make them tick, what makes them happy, their birthday, their favourite colour, etc. Simple things like that. Maybe it was just him being as cute as ever, but that was just how he saw things. Blaine liked to use the little things he knew when planning outings, or special occassions. He could make it even more special if there was an actual meaning behind it, something only a best friend could know, and there was nothing more rewarding than a smile on his boyfriend's face.

Kurt had an exceptionally gorgeous smile, he had to admit. The very sight of it was enough to set free the butterflies in Blaine's stomach, and although they'd been dating for a little while now, each time he saw the other boy it was like he was seeing him for the first time. Kurt was just.. perfect. The way he walked was enough to set his male teenage heart racing. Blaine would be lying if he said he didn't enjoy just watching his boyfriend, every move he made so graceful, so captivating. And the best part? Kurt was his. It was still a little unbelievable, that this person of utter perfection was his own. Blaine could kiss him, hold him, comfort him, and it wasn't a dream, despite the fact that that was very much what it felt like. Unreal. He often thought that one day he was going to wake up, and Kurt wouldn't exist. Like he just dreamt up the whole relationship to provide some joy in his seemingly miserable life. Kurt had really changed things for him, and although he didn't know it, Blaine was so grateful to him. For everything he'd done, even though he didn't know he'd done anything. One day, he'd tell Kurt how much of a difference he'd made, and thank him for it properly.

Though he didn't like to boast, or appear big-headed, Blaine liked to think he'd helped Kurt out too. He may be one year younger than his boyfriend, but he'd provided him with comfort and advice when he needed it, acting as his mentor. Blaine liked that feeling, knowing he was helping out. Knowing he was the one making things better, the one comforting him, the one saying all the right things. The hero. It was almost impossible for him to take a step back and let situations sort themselves, he'd grown so fond of that responsibility. It wasn't just Kurt he offered to help, either, though his boyfriend would always get a little extra tender love and care. But that aside, Blaine liked to help those he didn't even know that well. Maybe someone was upset at school - he'd be there to perk up the situation and offer his advice. His shoulder, so that they could cry on it. Maybe someone couldn't make a decision on something - he'd be there to think things through, gather their thoughts, provide his own opinion. Blaine was aware he wasn't always welcome, but he tried his best to gauge when was the best time to help out.

As he kept his hazel eyes trained on Kurt, he watched as his slight frown transformed into a grin, and oh god, there goes his stomach. Blaine didn't know how Kurt did it, but the simple turn of the corners of his delectable pink lips was more than enough to turn his legs to jelly, leaving him thankful that he was sitting down. If he'd have been stood, he may just be on the floor right now, or at least gripping onto something to prevent him from sliding into a puddle of a teenage boy. Oh, the things Kurt did to him. And this was just his smile - Blaine had trouble concentrating a lot of the time he was in Kurt's company, on pretty much anything and everything, unless it was the said boy himself. He could focus on Kurt forever and a day, if he needed to. Blaine often found himself just staring at his boyfriend - not in a weird way - simply tracing over his delicate features with his eyes, counting how many freckles he had, or how many times he gave a cute little pout. His favourite was how many rings of colour were in his eyes - the answer being five. Blaine knew the order off by heart. Working from the center outwards, it went from dark to light grey, forest green, deep blue to sky. They all merged together somehow, creating a breathtaking glasz effect. He could lose himself in those eyes so very easily.

I've never fallen off the swings before, but that,

[/color] Kurt gave a nod towards the climbing frame, and Blaine's gaze followed briefly, before flicking back to his boyfriend. I've fallen off that countless of times.[/color][/b] Blaine frowned a little, glancing back to the metal structure. He could imagine Kurt falling off it - it just seemed like a very Kurt thing to do - but it sort of pained him to see. It was strange. Blaine felt bad for not being there to help the other boy when he had fallen, guilty almost, and any pain he imagined up stung at his heart. With a small, quirk of a smile, he looked back at Kurt. " I'm sorry I wasn't there to catch you, " he blinked softly, " but I'll always be here for you now. " Blaine's hand unclenched from the chain belonging to the swing, and it snaked across the gap between them until it found Kurt's, where he intertwined their fingers and smiled at Kurt warmly.

What were you thinking about?[/color][/b] Kurt asked, slowly swinging. It was natural for him to be concerned, of course, but it just made Blaine worry even more so. Could he tell his boyfriend? That sentence alone should answer its own question, yet he wasn't so sure that he could. He'd had trouble imagining Kurt hurting himself falling off a climbing frame, let alone being the subject of one of his father's slaps. Blaine knew how hard they were, how much they stung. He'd receieved one after coming out. The memory of how fiercely violent his father was was more than enough to convince Blaine now wasn't the time to tell Kurt how bad things were at home, but he kept a mental note attatched to the thought. He'd tell him sometime.. maybe soon. But not in public. Maybe next time he stayed round Kurt's house, or when the pair 'accidentally' found themselves alone together somewhere round McKinley. Blaine hated having to keep it from him - he just hoped when he finally came clean, Kurt wouldn't be annoyed he kept it from him for so long. " Back home, mostly. It's a little tougher than I thought it would be, but I'll be fine. I get to see you - more often than not the highlight of my day - and that's enough to see me through. "[/color] He smiled gently, rocking himself using the tips of his shoes.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote][/size]

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[Kurt Edward Hummel [Away]]

Kurt had a lot of experiences with crushes not ending well. He was a bit...over bearing at times, and could be seen as being a little stalkerish The last one that ended badly was acttually the one that ended the best. It was with Finn, and it ended after Finn called everything in the room that Kurt had bought for their room as "faggy". At the time, Kurt didn't think that he would ever be able to forgive Finn for that, but when Kurt was about to have the living crap beat out of him for wearing a Lady Gaga outfit, Finn stopped them, wearing a Lady Gaga outfit of his own (which, apparently was made from a shower curtain), Kurt really couldn't not have forgiven him for that. At the time, no other guy would've gone to that level of extremes to stand up for him.

Blaine was probably the first to go extremely well -- and not just because they were together now. Even after Kurt had confessed how he felt, Blaine never acted any different around him, and it was after that, Kurt felt like things were going much better after he mentioned how he felt about Blaine. Kurt felt that the reason why things worked out so well with Blaine was because Kurt decided not to act as he usually did, and was just being friendly, and did try to get to know Blaine before he decided how he felt before deciding that he truly did feel that way about the boy. Another reason was probably because Kurt could Blaine how he felt pretty quickly, and didn't bottle it up, and he ended up shouting. It happened years ago in eighth grade, and it was after that, Kurt was a bit terrified to tell any boy how he felt. The boy from eighth grade, Andrew, was freaked out and treated Kurt like he had some sort of disease. It was thanks to that boy that Kurt was convinced that he wouldn't be lucky.

But..here he was, with someone who was absolutely perfect for him, and -- in Kurt's eyes -- was perfect anyway. Blaine may have his flaws like everyone else did, but these were what made Kurt love the boy even more than he already did. Kurt could never forget Blaine, not even if this was all just some amazing dream. It would've changed how Kurt looked at things, filling him with optimism that one day he might find someone like Blaine in real life. At the start, Kurt thought everything was going to fall apart, but they were still going strong, after so many months. That had to be proof that all of this wasn't a dream. Kurt didn't know if he had made as big of an impact on Blaine's life as Blaine had done for his, but he hoped that he made at least a little impact onto Blaine. He would be amazingly happy with just that.

Before the school year started, Kurt made a pact with himself that he was going to try and help Blaine out as much as he could, whether his boyfriend had transferred schools or not. Blaine was definitely Kurt's hero. If he hadn't received from Blaine, Kurt didn't know what would've happened with the torment. It would probably get worse, and there would be nothing to stop it. Now, people didn't even bother giving Kurt hell, partly because of the Bullywhips that Santana and Karofsky hd started. It may have just been Santana's way to get Kurt back into McKinley and to win Prom Queen, but it did help a lot. Now, with Blaine there, McKinley was a whole load brighter. Kurt was a whole load happier with him there, and Blaine was also supportive to the other students there if they needed it. The school, that was pretty hellish, really was turning around -- at least, to Kurt and others who needed it.

When Blaine's eyes were on him, Kurt felt himself get totally lost in his eyes, and he felt everything inside of him give a violent jolt. There was really just too much to love about Blaine, and it was impossible for Kurt to believe that Blaine went to Dalton for the same reasons as he did. How anyone could even think of giving Blaine hell was just a total mystery to Kurt. Blaine was living proof of people who were worth their weight, and even more, in gold. He was just too wonderful and caring to say a bad word against. Everything about Blaine was distracting: his arms, nose, eyebrows (they seemed to be a punchline of many jokes, but Kurt loved them), his eyes -- which almost killed Kurt every time he looked into them, and his hair. Though it was usually coated in gel, it looked incredibly soft, and now that Blaine was cutting back, Kurt could see that it was also curly. Every time he saw Blaine, and was extremely close to him, Kurt had to fight not to randomly run his hand through it.

Kurt looked over at Blaine after he mentioned the climbing frame, and after seeing Blaine frown, Kurt looked at the ground, feeling his heart ache, feeling bad as though he was the cause of it.'I'm sorry I wasn't there to catch you'

[/i] Kurt looked back up at Blaine, and let out a small happy sigh seeing a small smile on Blaine's lips. 'but I'll always be here for you now'[/i]. Blaine's hand left the swing chain, to hold onto Kurt's hand. Blaine then smiled warmly at him, and Kurt had felt his heart stop beating momentarily. Could he get any more perfect? It almost wasn't fair, and Kurt had to wonder again how he even managed to get someone like Blaine. He tried to think of something that could even beat what Blaine had just said to him ('As if that's even likely!' Kurt had to think). Kurt had to give up, and smiled back at Blaine 'I'll do the same. I don't want you to be alone' He said, feeling a little silly for repeating what Blaine had said, but it was how he felt. Nothing could change that.

'Back home, mostly. It's a little tougher than I thought it would be, but I'll be fine. I get to see you - more often than not the highlight of my day - and that's enough to see me through'[/i] Kurt's eyes widened slightly when Blaine spoke. He watched Blaine for a while as he swung, then Kurt stood up and went over to Blaine, hugging him closely, and tightly. He felt like there was more troubling Blaine, but he didn't want to bring it up if Blaine wasn't ready for saying it. It did hurt a lot seeing Blaine like this 'I'll never leave you alone' he said, in a soft voice.[/size]

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Muse: Wicked soundtrack, notably As Long As You're Mine
Notes: That really was longer than intended, sorry it took so long (:[/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote][/justify]

[Blaine Everett Anderson]

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Kurt Edward Hummel was pretty much everything to Blaine. He was such a huge part of his life, it was hard to believe just how much sometimes. Whatever he was planning on doing, he tried to include Kurt somewhere, just so he could spend some time with his boyfriend. It wasn't like they didn't already - Blaine was round Kurt's house pretty much every weekend, and after school most days. But that didn't matter to him. It wasn't a case of seeing Kurt too much, because that was impossible. He wanted to spend as much time with the other boy as he could, and he enjoyed every single second spent with the countertenor. There was no way in a million years that he was going to grow tired of Kurt's company, ever. There was just some unexplainable feeling that he got whenever he was near to the other boy that made his heart skip several hundred beats, his stomach swirl and churn with butterflies, and his eyes shine brightly with adoration. Blaine wouldn't swap it for anything in the world. Though, that would probably be a difficult task, anyway, considering that Kurt was his world. Maybe to some people it was exaggerating, but it was honestly true. Kurt was anything and everything to him, and he loved him so much, he couldn't even begin to explain. He cared so much for the taller boy, and although it seemed like a good thing, Blaine knew he could go a little overboard with his concerns from time to time. Like when he'd suggested that Burt have that talk with Kurt, just so he was prepared. It was a fair point, at least he'd thought so, and he'd only wanted the best for Kurt. He didn't want to be unprepared in case it came to.. that. He knew that his boyfriend really didn't see it the same way, but Blaine was pretty sure he was slowly being forgiven for his actions. At least, he hoped he was. He hadn't meant anything too bad to come from it.

When at Dalton, Kurt had told him stories about McKinley, and of course all about the bullying he received about his sexuality. Blaine had been.. not exactly shocked to hear this. It was why he'd transferred to Dalton, after all. There was no place better for those that got bullied too much, and although he'd perhaps been a little too safe from the outside world there, Blaine had felt more than comfortable at his previous school. He loved all the friends he'd made, the Warblers, the fact he could have walked down the corridor, hand in hand with his boyfriend, and not have to worry about being brutally shoved into a wall. But McKinley was even better, if at all possible. He had Kurt now, and got to see him every single day instead of just weekends and the odd evenings after school. He had been expecting the bullying to be worse, though Santana and Karofsky had Bullywhips sorted out - something Kurt had explained to him quickly, so he was still a little unsure on the concept - so that probably helped. Whatever it was, it didn't matter. Blaine got to just be himself around Kurt, without too many consequences, though they had to draw the line somewhere. There were things that were only meant for them, and them alone, and that was fine. Besides.. Blaine didn't want to see his boyfriend get slushied. That would make him lose his temper, he knew it, and that didn't happen often. Hurting Kurt was crossing a line. It was crossing a line so far that the line became a dot to you, and Blaine most definitely wouldn't be so dapper after seeing his boyfriend get hurt. Though he was reasonable for the most part, he was more protective than he let on over Kurt, and absolutely nothing would stop him from jumping to defend his other half if the need arose.

After giving a frown at the thought of Kurt falling off the climbing frame, Blaine noticed his boyfriend look down at the ground, and he tried to guess what was running through his head. Knowing Kurt pretty well, he figured it might just be he was feeling guilty for causing his features to frown, and that just made him chuckle softly, the corners of his lips twisting upwards. He really was too sweet. Blaine would never blame Kurt for anything he'd done previously, though the fact that he was a little careless still managed to worry him. He wasn't obsessive.. just wanted no harm whatsoever to come to the person that he loved. Eventually he managed to attain eye contact, his smile broadening slightly at the sight of Kurt's eyes. He let out a small sigh, causing his stomach to set off in a performance of flips. Even the little noises he made sent him absolutely crazy. It kind of wasn't fair, the things that Kurt did to his body, without even realizing. Blaine often wondered why he had to be so beautiful - it was insanely hard not to stare in public. Then, he smiled at him, and Blaine's natural instinct was to smile back. How could he not? I'll do the same. I don't want you to be alone.

[/b][/color] Although it was a little similar to what he had just said himself, Blaine had never been so relieved in his life. He'd always just assumed he was the one that planned way too far ahead, making decisions for the far off future, and he'd be lying if he said Kurt wasn't there all the time. Now, his boyfriend had just kind of confessed he was the same - that he'd never leave him. Smiling softly, he stroked the top of Kurt's hand with his thumb. " As long as I've got you, I'll never be alone. "

Blaine noticed the widen of Kurt's eyes after he spoke, and he looked back at him for a few moments, before turning his gaze to the field in front of him. He started to debate with himself whether to just tell him now, but the part of him arguing against the idea won. There'd be a time and a place for it, but that wasn't now. He glanced back to Kurt sideways after swinging in silence for a little bit, slightly concerned he'd said something wrong. Then, his boyfriend rose from the swing, hugging him closely with a tight grip. Blaine rested his chin on Kurt's shoulder, closing his eyes and taking Kurt in, his arms wrapped firmly against the other boy's body. He inhaled deeply, taking in the familiar and heartwarming scent of roses -- Kurt. His Kurt. I'll never leave you alone.[/color] His voice was soft, and barely anything more than a whisper in his ear, but that was what him give a small, content sigh. Pressing a kiss to Kurt's neck, he smiled into his skin. " Promise? "[/color] His voice was light, a slight chuckle underneath his words. " I don't know what I'd do if I ever lost you.. "[/color][/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote][/size]

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TAGGED ; Kurtie <33
WORDS ; 1267
MUSE ; RADIOACTIVE
NOTES ; Took longer than I thought, and I don't know.. it doesn't feel cute enough, haha x3}

[Kurt Edward Hummel [Away]]

Kurt really couldn't wait until they graduated, just so he could spend more time with Blaine. They spent a lot of time together any, and most of Kurt's time during the weekend was with Blaine, he still wanted more. Every moment, Kurt would gladly spend with Blaine and it was time that Kurt would never tire of. Blaine was just too...amazing not to enjoy spending time with. The day that Kurt stopped enjoying time with Blaine would be the day that Rachel stopped loving the spotlight. Kurt didn't know what the future did hold for him and Blaine, but as long as they were together, and were happy, Kurt would be content. Already, Kurt had imagined plans for them together when they went to New York together. Though, Kurt hadn't mentioned that to Blaine just yet -- he didn't want to risk sounding like a total idiot. Though, he would have to find a way not to feel faint whenever he was with Blaine. Even now, after so many months, Kurt still found himself feeling breathless around his boyfriend. Maybe this was something that would never change. Oh well. Even though Kurt felt slightly flustered about how breathless he was in Blaine's company, he did really like the feeling. It was just one of the endless things that Kurt loved about Blaine. He really couldn't list everything. Kurt was incredibly protective of Blaine, though he usually expressed it awkwardly at times, and it was safe to assume that Blaine was much better at expressing how protective he was, though it was a little, well, overboard at times. One time that came into mind was when his father was talking to Blaine about having....that talk with Kurt. Even though he was incredibly flustered and embarrased when he was having the conversation with his father, after thinking on it, Kurt did know why Blaine had gotten his father to talk to him about it, Kurt was forgiving him. Though, the subject did make him feel incredibly awkward still, just thinking about, even though it was a subject that sometimes found his way creeping into his mind.

The only bad thing about being at McKinley and not Dalton was that Kurt couldn't be as open with his relationship with Blaine as he'd want to be, though Kurt wasn't keeping it a secret. It wouldn't be right to hide it. Though, the most they could do was talking and hugging at school, it made the moments that they had alone all the more better. It was a little shocking that no one had started on him and Blaine yet, and Kurt realized that one day he would properly have to thank Santana and Karofsky for what they were doing around the school. After all, if it wasn't for them, the usual group of bullies would've probably started on Blaine. They didn't hold back on giving Sam hell, when Sam was just going to do a duet with Kurt. It made Kurt feel a little ill to think about what they would do to Blaine now that word was out that they were dating. If Kurt ever did find out that anyone gave Blaine grief, he would lose it completely, and the only thing that would stop him from tearing any of their heads off was if Blaine had told him not to. Even then it would be hard for him not to. Kurt was all to used to being shoved into lockers, or recieving a slushie facial from members of the sports teams, so each time it happened, he got less and less mad. Though it happened to Blaine, it would just not be acceptable at all. If it did happen, Kurt would be highly tempted to try and convince the perpetrators to leave Blaine alone, and divert all of their attention to him instead. The only thing that would stop him from doing that was that he knew how much it would hurt if it did happen, but he would still defend Blaine. Nothing would stop him from doing so. Not even if Blaine himself asked. It would be too hard to just sit back and watch that happen.

Kurt didn't even know why he was feeling so guilty about the climbing frame. If Blaine hadn't expressed his concern about it, Kurt was sure that all he would feel about it was still a little bit of faint embarrassment of a memory long since past. He lifted his head, giving a quick glare to the metal frame, before looking back at Blaine, just as the shorter boy chuckled, and the corners of his mouth raised. Kurt felt his breath get caught in his throat. I need to try and remember how to breathe Kurt thought, after taking a quick, soft intake of breath. Kurt knew how careless he could be at times, he often did things without thinking, but he'd been working on being more careful, so he wouldn't have to make Blaine worry so much, though, he didn't always do too well with that. Kurt hated doing that; one of the last things he wanted was to make Blaine worry too much about him. As their eyes met, Kurt felt his heart stop beating again for a few moments. It was hard to avoicd direct eye contact when having a conversation with Blaine, though Kurt did try to maintain it for long enough to let Blaine know that he was listening, and was interested in what he was saying, and to break away in time to not get completely lost in those hazel eyes. Kurt always fond himself becoming increasingly obivious to everything that was going on around him whenever he stared into them, and when eye contact was broken, Kurt would usually find himself slightly dazed from being brought back to Earth. At Blaine's returning smile, Kurt felt himself feel even fainter than he was already feeling. Was it obvious for Blaine to see what he was doing to Kurt? On that thought, Kurt had mixed feelings for. There was a part of him that wanted Blaine to know, just so the younger boy know just how much he meant to Kurt, and the other part of him wanted it to be well hidden, but the reasoning behind this was foggy, and Kurt didn't even know why that part of him was even feeling like that. When Blaine's thumb had stroked his hand, Kurt felt his breath building up inside of him, and he parted his lips slighlty to let some air out 'As long as I've got you, I'll never be alone.'

[/i]. Kurt breathes a small sigh of relief, grateful that Blaine didn't seem to mind that he had said something very similiar as to what Blaine told him. It was exactly how he felt after all, and it was the best way of re-wording that Kurt could manage on the spot 'Well, that won't be something that we'll have to worry about then, will it?' Kurt said, chuckling softly.

Kurt was glad that he had made the decision to get up from the swing. Even though they were still in silence, it didn't feel as awkward now, and Kurt hoped that he had reassured Blaine, and that the thoughts of Blaine saying the wrong thing had cleared from his mind. Which wasn't the case at all. Kurt couldn't actually describe how happy he was that he was pretty much always the highlight of Blaine's day. When it came to trying to think about how that made him feel, it was just something that Kurt couldn't comprehend at all, but damn it felt great. More than great, actually, and that didn't even begin to describe it. When Kurt felt Blaine wrap his arms around him, his teeth lightly grazed hs lips as he smiled. It was these moments when Kurt felt at his safest. Whenever he was in Blaine's arms, Kurt felt as though all of his problems had disappered for a time, and that no harm could come to him. When Blaine had gave a content sigh, Kurt's smile widened greatly, and buried his face into Blaine's shoulder before lifting it again. Kurt felt his knees buckle slightly, and stumbling slightly, Kurt held tighter onto Blaine to stop himself from falling over completely as Blaine had kissed his neck, and had smiled into his skin. It was one of those things that made Kurt feel in a way that only Blaine could be the cause of, and it usually made Kurt feel slightly weak at the knees, how much this showed varied on the situation. It was probably fairly obvious at the moment, but Kurt didn't care enough to try and hide it. He was just happy to be sharing this time with Blaine. ' Promise?'[/i] 'Always' Kurt replied, almost instantaneously. Kurt wouldn't allow himself, or anything to ever leave Blaine alone. It was just something that he couldn't allow to happen.'I don't know what I'd do if I ever lost you..[/i] Kurt shook his head, and lightly squeezed Blaine's shoulder 'Neither do I..all I know is that I wouldn't ever be the same'[/size]

WORDS: 1532
MUSE: "As Long as You're Mine" again. I think that's my muse song for these two ^_^
TAGS: Blainey <3
NOTES: It's plenty cute :3 Klaine's always freakin' adorable and I love it~[/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote][/justify]

[Blaine Everett Anderson]

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Eye contact, though an essential part of the conversation to Blaine, became increasingly difficult to maintain when talking to Kurt. Despite the fact that in most relationships, things became easier, it was almost the complete opposite for him. Everytime he had to lock gazes with the older boy, even if just for a few moments, everything went completely and utterly out of control within his mind. His thoughts would jumble immediately, and if he wasn't such a good listener, he suspected he wouldn't be able to answer any form of questions, or manage to think of something to say in return. His heart would just start thumping even harder, so much that Blaine was certain Kurt could hear it beating from time to time. His breathing would either one, increase dangerously, or two, stop completely. Both caused him problems, but it was so hard to fixate on it, purely because of the angel that had caught his attention so intensely. Everything around him just seemed to melt out of the picture, blur away almost, until he couldn't even see anything except for Kurt. It was like a blow to the stomach when he finally had to look away. As for his lips.. well.. it was insanely hard to control his desire to kiss the being of pure perfection. Speaking of perfection, Kurt gave a soft chuckle, and Blaine was positive he was staring now. He had to be. Well, that won't be something that we'll have to worry about then, will it?

[/b][/color] Even his voice sent his heart fluttering uncontrollably and caused a smile to cross his lips automatically, as if both things weren't already happening. Blaine couldn't be happier to hear what Kurt had just said. In his head, his boyfriend had just promised to stay with him forever, and he couldn't even.. that was amazing. It was an indescribable feeling. It was like.. like someone had read a book on his life, on everything he'd ever wanted, and turned all that information into a person. Kurt. " I'm gonna marry you, one day. I swear I will. " Though the words were out of his mouth before he could stop them, Blaine made absolutely no attempt to take them back. It truly was his intentions - it always had been.

Always.[/b][/color] It was one word, one very simple word, but it made Blaine unexplainably happy. More than happy - elated. Maybe even more than that. There was nothing greater to him than hearing Kurt promise to never leave him, to stay by his side, to begin their lives together. Call him a hopeless romantic if you wish, but Blaine couldn't care less. Described him perfectly. That, or just plain in love. God, even saying that felt amazing. It was an uncomprehendable feeling, love, but once you felt it, you never wanted to let it go. All the love he could ever want, everything he could ever need, was in his arms right now, and he never wanted to release Kurt from his grip. Which, actually, was quite handy. Just as those thoughts crossed his mind, he felt Kurt stumble slightly, causing him to hold him closer to his body in an attempt to stop him from falling. He didn't know what had caused his knees to buckle, but it didn't matter. Blaine wasn't going to allow any sort of harm come to his body. However, now feeling a little worried that Kurt might actually fall to the ground, he shifted forwards in his seat a little. Carefully, he pulled Kurt downwards onto his lap, his arms still secured firmly around his boyfriend's waist. Now it wouldn't be so easy for Kurt to injure himself, and wouldn't be so difficult for Blaine to display all the affection he wanted to. Pressing his face into Kurt's cheek lightly, he hugged him a little tighter, feeling completely and utterly safe having Kurt's arms wrapped around his neck.

Unfortunately, at McKinley, they rarely got a chance to enjoy each other's embrace, like now. Too many judgemental students, too many risks to take. Though Blaine would happily do just about anything for Kurt, there were things even he knew he couldn't do, and being publically affectionate at school was one of them. However, he wasn't exactly complaining. The fact that they had to refrain from doing anything too mushy during the school hours made the moments they spent alone even better than they already were. Blaine found himself enjoying Kurt's company even more, if that was possible. It was like he didn't have to share his boyfriend anymore - he had Kurt's attention and was always willing to be the subject of Kurt's own. Any sort of negative thoughts, or problems, or things he had to worry about for the future evaporated whenever he was with the other boy, and he was always free to treat him like the prince Blaine saw him as. There really were no words to describe it, Blaine just knew that he absolutely adored being able to spend time with Kurt, alone, where he could say things that were meant for his boyfriend and his boyfriend only, without running the risk of anyone else overhearing. They could discuss whatever they wanted to, in full confidence that the topic of conversation would stay between each other, and no secrets would be told. It was nothing but perfection. Neither do I..all I know is that I wouldn't ever be the same.[/b][/color] He could feel the motion of Kurt shaking his head, and retreated his face from being pressed up against Kurt's cheek briefly, smiling as his shoulder was squeezed lightly. Softly, he raised a hand and ran it through Kurt's hair, tangling his fingers amongst the strands gently. " When I was younger, people always told me that I'd know when I found love, "[/color] he whispered, his voice calm and smooth, " and I'd always think.. how? " Blaine paused to stroke a stray strand of Kurt's hair to the side, his gaze following his finger as he let it trail across his cheekbone lightly. " But then I met you, Kurt.. and suddenly.. I knew what everyone had been talking about. " Softly, he turned Kurt's head towards him, a small smile gracing his lips. " I love you, beautiful.. and I never want to let you go. " He remained silent for a few moments after he spoke, just holding Kurt's gaze, his hazel eyes shining with adoration. Blaine meant every single word, he really did. He just wanted Kurt to know how much he meant to him. " You were so hard to find.. but so worth all the searching. "[/color][/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote][/size]

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WORDS ; 1203
MUSE ; THE ONLY EXCEPTION
NOTES ; I want to RP my idea so bad xD Just going to keep it contained for a little longer <3}

[Kurt Edward Hummel [Away]]

Kurt wished that he could have better eye contact with Blaine whenever he spoke to him. He knew that Blaine liked to maintain eye contact, but it was really too hard if he wanted to pay full attention to what Blaine was telling him. But, he did manage to answer Blaine, so it didn't appear as obvious that he was getting lost in a daydream whenever he was looking into them, counting all of the colours in them. It was one of the very few times that it was much easier to breathe whenever Kurt was in Blaine's company. Kurt didn't know if Blaine reacted anything like that whenever they were together, apart from times when they were standing or sitting closer to each other, that Kurt could swear that he could hear Blaine's heart beating. Kurt could feel Blaine's eyes on him. Usually, Kurt would feel slightly unnerved if it was anyone else, but he enjoyed Blaine having his eyes on him. Blaine smiled automatically after Kurt had finished speaking, causing Kurt to glance at the ground, smiling. It was true, what he had said. Kurt wouldn't want to leave Blaine, and had no intentions to. In fact, the only way that Kurt could even imagine himself even leaving Blaine was if it was against his will, and they were forced apart. 'I'm gonna marry you, one day. I swear I will.'

[/i] Kurt quickly looked at Blaine as soon as he finished speaking, his hand over his mouth in shock of what Blaine had just said; his hand doing a very poor job at hiding the huge grin that was on his face. Kurt wasn't going to deny it all; he often thought about marrying Blaine one day, sharing a life with him in New York together, but was never exactly sure if Blaine had ever thought that far into their future, and hearing this just confirmed that he had, and Kurt didn't think that he would ever get over how happy he was at this moment. Removing the hand from his face, Kurt looked Blaine in the eyes for a few moments before leaning forwards, kissing Blaine's lips for a few moments before breaking away a few inches 'I'm looking forward to that day already' He said, gently.


Even more than ever, Kurt was just waiting for the day when Blaine graduated so they could actually start their lives together. It was only two years from now, but his excitement for that day was so high, that it felt more like it was going to be two decades more than anything. He never wanted his time with Blaine to ever end. It was too amazing, too dream-like it was that fantastic for Kurt to believe to be real. Anything that he had seen, or read before that contained a love story of any kind made more sense and was far more relatable now, to Kurt. Though he did love those kinds of stories, Kurt never thought that anyone could feel that much about anyone else, but Blaine opened his etyes to show how much someone could feel about someone else. It was more than amazing -- and it was irreplaceable. Kurt didn't think that he would ever feel this way about anyone else. Blaine had pulled him onto his lap after he had stumbled, and the timing was good. If he had spent any longer on his feet, Kurt was sure that he would probably be on the ground pretty soon, and would be staring up at Blaine, feeling totally breathless. Feeling Blaine hugging him tighter, Kurt breathed slowly, lifting one of his hands to tangle itself in Blaine's hair, while the other was resting over his shoulder, the arm still around Blaine's shoulder. Kurt was careful not to fall again, seeing as how he would probably end up injuring Blaine in the process. Blaine's hair was as soft as Kurt had imagined it to be causing him to smile again. He was pretty happy overall at the moment, but time with Blaine had brought this side of him out even more. Kurt was rarely not smiling in his company. After a few minutes, Kurt rested his head on Blaine's shoudler, snuggling into him with closed eyes. At this moment, he was feeling so relaxed that he could easily fall asleep in Blaine's arms. He didn't want to though, as comforting as it would be. He just wanted to be in Blaine's company for as long as his body would allow him to be.

Why couldn't McKinley be more like Dalton? The tolerance of the people over at Dalton was also another thing that Kurt missed about the school, along with the Warblers. Maybe in time though, the school would get more and more like the private school. The day when that happened would really be amazing. Kurt did understand why Blaine wasn't too comfortable with being openly affectionate in the school. They both were driven out of their schools before transferring to Dalton for being the way they were, and McKinley was the school that had made Kurt transfer. The ending of school hours were something that couldn't come quicker when Kurt was there. Each minute that went by was just another minute closer to spending more moments like this with Blaine, and it always had Kurt feeling really happy and upbeat, then a few more hours went by, closer to the days end, which would have Kurt feeling incredibly impatient, and just wanting the day to be over and done with. The last period was an absolute killer for Kurt. It was like having a last Friday period, but at the end of the day, and if it was possible, the last periods on a Friday seemed to drag on for even longer than Kurt had thought possible. Though, every moment waited was definitely worth it. He would waited years to spend time with Blaine, even though it would be hard; impossible even. The moments that he shared with Blaine; the things that they could share anything with each other with nothing being said to anyone else were just..glorious. When they first met, it was pretty easy for Kurt to tell anything to Blaine -- from Day One, Kurt had felt that Blaine was someone that he could trust, and today, he could trust Blaine with his life. Now, telling something to Blaine was like a second nature to him. There were things that were on his mind that Kurt could share with Blaine easier than he could with his father, and that was pretty hard to beat.

Kurt watched Blaine's hand as went to run through his hair. Normally, Kurt would have protested -- he didn't people touching his hair at all -- but Blaine was the only one that was allowed to. 'When I was younger, people always told me that I'd know when I found love'[/i] Kurt didn't say anything, but had continued to listen to Blaine as he spoke. 'and I'd always think.. how?'[/i] As Blaine's finger had trailed down his cheekbone after pushing his hair out his face, Kurt closed his eyes over, his lips parting a little, letting out another sigh escape from his lips. Why couldn't these moments just last longer..? 'I love you, beautiful.. and I never want to let you go'[/i] Kurt kept his gaze onto Blaine's, feeling his heart pound in his chest, knowing by looking into Blaine's eyes that he had meant everything that he had said, 'You were so hard to find.. but so worth all the searching.'[/i] Kurt softly kissed Blaine's cheek after he finished speaking 'I love you too..more than anything.. Kurt then rested his forehead against Blaine's, taking a breath before talking again 'I had actually had given up for a while on finding love...any potential relationship I had with anyone never worked out..never even started to be something, and it would usually end in disaster. I just thought that it wasn't going to be worth it.' Kurt then lifted his head, looking into Blaine's eyes, careful not to get too lost in them as he spoke 'Then I met you...and everything changed. I thought that maybe for once that maybe this would work...That I was finally going to get it right, and I ignored the paranoid voices in my head...and I was right. And I really couldn't be happier.' Feeling his eyes water over slightly, he wiped his eyes on his sleeve, before beaming up at Blaine 'So, thank you, Blaine..For everything.' Kurt had felt infinitely better after saying this. It had been something that had been building up inside of him for a long time, but he could never work out the time to. Now, after hearing what Blaine said, made it feel like the perfect time, and Kurt was glad that he had said it when he did.
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[Blaine Everett Anderson]

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It really wasn't fair, what Kurt did to him. Blaine constantly found himself daydreaming way too often when he was in the taller boy's company, and annoyingly, it happened when he needed to be paying attention most. If he was talking to Kurt, and Kurt alone, it wasn't too bad, but every now and then he'd have a delayed reaction to something Kurt had said or asked him. He really hoped that the other boy didn't notice his moments of weakness when it came to speech, because if he did, he'd have to think of a really good excuse if Kurt ever asked him about it. Then there were the times when they were talking in a group. It was even worse - Blaine couldn't help but keep part of his focus on Kurt at all times, causing him to miss what someone had said to him more often than he'd like. Trouble was, it wasn't exactly hard to tell who he'd been distracted by, either, leaving him little more than flustered at the giggles that came his way. Rachel was probably the worst for it. She usually followed up with a million questions, though Blaine barely got a chance to answer one before she was asking the next. It was like a whirlwind. Slowly, but surely, he was getting used to it, but by the way Kurt reacted to her questions, he wasn't sure if he was going to ever be completely okay with it. See, there it was again. He knew exactly how Kurt reacted to it, because he kept his gaze on him a majority of the time. Whenever the boy was answering a question, Blaine couldn't help but look in his direction. It was a natural reaction, a reflex if you like. He really couldn't help it. And then, when Kurt caught his gaze, a smile would break out on his lips, and Blaine swore that his heart would literally stop until something brought him out of his trance. Speaking of smiles, he couldn't help but chuckle softly as Kurt glanced to the ground, the corners of his lips turned up. Then, after he spoke, his head shot upwards, his hand flying to cover his mouth in what Blaine guessed was shock. But... he didn't seem upset.. the grin across his features sure seemed to suggest otherwise. All he could do was smile at him softly, hoping he'd said the right thing. That was another thing Kurt did to him - no matter what he said, he always worried that it would offend the taller boy in one way or another, which was the last thing he'd ever want to do. Kurt removed his hand from his mouth, just holding his gaze for a few moments, before leaning in. Blaine's lips met with Kurt's softly, the kiss lasting a few seconds before Kurt pulled away, his face still irresistibly close to Blaine's. I'm looking forward to that day already.

[/b][/color] His voice was gentle, causing Blaine to smile, raising his hand to cup Kurt's cheek lightly. " I have been for months.. "[/color] He whispered, before closing his eyes, leaning in to kiss Kurt again.

It would only be two years until they could finally start their lives together, properly, like they both wanted to so badly. Blaine wanted nothing more than to go to New York with Kurt, move in to the condo his parents had so nicely - and extremely out-of-characterly - given to him, so he had a place to live. Granted they didn't know Kurt would be living there with him, but what did it matter? It wasn't like they were going to visit. Blaine didn't even want to know what would happen if they ended up popping in to check on him.. what if Kurt was there? What if they were.. doing stuff? He'd had more than his fair share of embarrassment, Blaine had already decided. But none of it mattered, because he'd have Kurt, and they'd be living together. He was pretty sure that that thought, and that thought alone, was more than enough to see him through any obstacles they might occur on their way. Blaine still couldn't believe that Kurt was willing to wait for him. There really were no words to describe just how much that meant to him, that his boyfriend was willing to wait, to put his dreams on hold, just so they could take their first steps in the big apple together. Sure, Blaine felt like he was holding Kurt back, like he was stepping on toes, but whenever he tried to bring the subject up, it was dismissed abruptly. There wasn't much he could do against the taller boy's firm hand, except try and realise that he wasn't causing any trouble, like Kurt had told him to. Which proved near impossible. Whenever he tried to forget it, try and think that he wasn't doing anything wrong, the guilt started eating him up. But then he'd be taken into Kurt's embrace one way or another, and everything would be perfect. Any time spent with Kurt was beyond perfect, actually. It was always over too quickly, and Blaine just wanted it to last so much longer, because every single moment was so unexplainably wonderful. They were in love. There wasn't really much else to it - Blaine loved Kurt, and Kurt loved Blaine. Any time they were together, he immediately felt so much better. No-one else could make him smile so much. Even if he'd been having the worst day ever, as soon as he saw Kurt, Blaine was positive he'd be smiling again. It was impossible not to in the company of someone so.. so breathtaking. Someone who made him feel so amazing. Because whenever he saw Kurt, whenever that boy looked at him, his heart would stop. His eyes would shine oh-so brightly, his whole body radiating nothing but warmth, love and adoration. And really.. there was no other time when his smile was quite like it was when he saw Kurt. His lips quirked a little when Kurt tangled his fingers amongst his curls, but he didn't protest, like he might've done with other people. He quite liked the feeling, actually. Blaine hadn't used so much hair gel today, so he imagined it was probably feeling a lot softer and poofier than usual, though Kurt might not know any different. It wasn't like his hair was touched frequently. He smiled as Kurt snuggled into him, his lips pressing a kiss to the top of his head, before he rested his chin on Kurt's hair. He continued to swing forwards and backwards ever so slightly, completely and utterly relaxed, his eyes closing for a few brief moments. " I'm going to enjoy waking up next to you.. "[/color]

It was.. disappointing, to say the least, that the students of McKinley weren't as welcoming to homosexuality as the ones of Dalton were. Blaine had wished, many times, that McKinley would end up turning out like Dalton. It would be so much better. He wouldn't have to hide his affection, wouldn't have to hold back as much as he did when he was around Kurt. Of course, there were times when it was completely appropriate to keep public displays to a minimum, but there were others when it was perfectly fine to go a little further. Like sneaking a kiss? Blaine felt like he couldn't do that at McKinley. It was almost as if that as soon as he pressed his lips against Kurt's, the entire football team would come running, slushies in hand. Blaine hadn't received a slushie facial yet, but he wasn't exactly complaining. It didn't look too pleasant. Though, if it did come to almost getting slushied in the face, Blaine had a plan to keep him more than prepared, and protected from all icey beverages. He didn't carry an umbrella round in his bag for the sake of it. But that wasn't the only reason he held back in public. Though it had been a few years ago, Blaine had been bullied horrifically, which had led to his transfer to Dalton. It was all because of his sexuality, and it had scarred him for life. His friends had turned on him, his best friend even leading a pack of insulters, the whole cantine population throwing every kind of food possible in his direction. Then he'd been dumped in a bin, told to stay there as that was where faggots belonged. The argument to get him transferred to Dalton was full of shouting, crying, yelling.. everything negative in debates. But it had been worth every single scream. Dalton was everything he'd been wanting and more. It was safe, somewhere he could be himself, somewhere where it was okay for him to be openly gay. No-one would shove him around, push him down, shoot insult after insult at him. And, eventually, it turned out to be the place where he met the love of his life. Now both him and Kurt were at McKinley, the school hours dragged on and on. Though Blaine tended to go through school with a smile on his face, enjoying pretty much every class he had, inside he was itching for school to finish, so he could rush out of the doors and into Kurt's arms, where he was free to be as affectionate as he wished. It wasn't exactly obvious that he grew extremely impatient during he day, but if you watched him closely, there were little signs that hinted he was waiting for the end of the day. Perhaps the drumming of his fingers on the desk, the tapping of his foot against his chair, the clicking of his pen top.. maybe even a look of distance would cross his features, though this only happened later on during the day, when the prospect of getting Kurt alone would make itself clear. There had been a few times when a look of utter excitement had appeared on Blaine's face, a huge smile breaking out on his lips, which had caused a few questions to be shot in his direction. He always directed them elsewhere, but it was all because of Kurt. Just another effect that the taller boy had on him. But he was worth every single second. When they arrived at wherever they were going, whether it be Kurt's house, or the park, or the Lima Bean, everything would become absolutely perfect. They could tell each other absolutely anything, without fear of it getting to someone else. Blaine loved it so much. Though Kurt was more open to telling him things than he was, he still didn't hold back to tell Kurt how he was feeling, and what he was thinking. There was really only his family he couldn't talk about. And besides... when they weren't talking.. Blaine didn't really have to say much. He knew that Kurt wasn't ready to be intimate, and that was fine. He didn't push his boyfriend into anything he didn't want to do, and took everything slowly, knowing that when they finally took the next step, the actual experience would be worth all the waiting. Blaine couldn't wait until he could finally give himself to Kurt, until they would truly be each others. But only when Kurt was ready, when the timing was right.

Blaine smiled as Kurt watched his hand run through his hair, his eyes shining happily. He knew his boyfriend well enough - actually, anyone that even knew Kurt remotely - to know that he wasn't a fan of his hair being touched by anyone but himself. It made him unexplainably happy to see that Kurt didn't mind when he ran his fingers through the well-sprayed strands, even though it was a little thing. With Kurt, even the little things made a big impact on Blaine, and he loved it, he really did. No-one else could make him feel quite so excited at the simple hold of his hand, or squeeze of his shoulder, or kiss to his cheek. He watched, perfectly content, as Kurt closed his eyes and gave a sigh. Blaine took a few moments to just take the other boy in. His eyes, his hair, his nose, his cheeks.. every feature seemed so.. crafted.. chiselled to perfection. He could sit and gaze upon Kurt for hours. They held eye contact for a few moments after he'd finished speaking, before a soft kiss was placed upon his cheek, and a small smile broke out across his lips. I love you too..more than anything..[/b][/color] Kurt rested his forehead against Blaine's own after he spoke, and although he was smiling brightly, looking as if he really wanted to say something, Blaine didn't. Because those three words.. they meant so much more coming from the lips of the man that he loved. But, hearing Kurt take a breath, he knew his boyfriend wasn't quite finished. So, he gave Kurt's waist a small, reassuring squeeze, waiting for him to continue. I had actually had given up for a while on finding love...any potential relationship I had with anyone never worked out..never even started to be something, and it would usually end in disaster. I just thought that it wasn't going to be worth it.[/color] Kurt lifted his head, and Blaine almost headbutted him in the face, he'd been so relaxed with leaning against his forehead, yet he managed to keep his balance and raised his gaze to look him in the eye, a soft smile gracing his lips. Then I met you...and everything changed. I thought that maybe for once that maybe this would work...That I was finally going to get it right, and I ignored the paranoid voices in my head...and I was right. And I really couldn't be happier.[/b][/color] Blaine's smile had grew as Kurt spoke, his gaze filling with more and more adoration, if at all possible. Seeing Kurt wipe away the beginnings of tears, he instinctively blinked a few times, trying to keep away any that were forming in his own eyes. But then Kurt beamed up at him, and he couldn't help but sniff a little, using the palm of his hand to wipe it away before it could roll down his cheek, before looking at Kurt with a wide smile and bright eyes. So, thank you, Blaine..For everything.[/b][/color] Still smiling, Blaine leant forward, pressing a small, chaste kiss to Kurt's lips. " You don't have to thank me for anything, Kurt. If anyone should be saying thank you, it's me. You've given me everything I've ever wanted and more.. I still have trouble believing you're mine.. I never thought I was ever going to be so lucky as to find someone like you. " Blaine smiled lightly, just holding Kurt's gaze, enjoying his boyfriend's warm embrace. He curled his arms round Kurt's waist a little further, bringing him closer, their faces only an inch or so apart. " There's no-one else I'd rather start my life with.. you're it for me, Kurt, the only one I could ever see myself with. Everything worked out so perfectly between us.. you've made me so unbelievably happy. I can't imagine life without you anymore. " He slid his arms out from around Kurt's waist gently, rising his hands to curl his fingers around Kurt's wrists, bringing them out from around his neck. Softly, he held their hands up, before intertwining their fingers together. " You're everything to me, Kurt Edward Hummel, and I'm so glad you're mine. "[/color] Blaine smiled at Kurt softly, giving both of his hands a light squeeze, still holding his comforting gaze. It was too hard to tell him just how much he'd changed his life, but that was a start.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote][/size]

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[Kurt Edward Hummel [Away]]

Kurt, on occasion, did notice that Blaine's reactions to when he was talking were slightly delayed, though, Kurt didn't comment on it much, for three reasons. The first, being that Blaine could just be zoning out, though he didn't really know what on. The second being that he didn't really want to embarrass Blaine because of it. Then, the most important reason being that it would be hypocritical of him to do so, seeing as though Kurt always found himself zoning out as well. Though, this seemed to happen more often whenever they were with a group, and when someone else had said something to Blaine, it was obvious that he was distracted. Others did find it amusing, or questioned it, while Kurt, personally, just thought that it was adorable. Rachel would always fire questions, and even when Kurt wasn't being distracted greatly by Blaine, he would always be slightly taken aback at the rate of how fast Rachel's mouth was moving, or that she had decided to talk to them instead of Finn, or someone else, but after the first five (at least, that was the closest number that Kurt could guess they came that fast out of her mouth), Kurt got used to it and was finally able to reply to them. For him, it didn't go unnoticed much that Blaine was looking at him whenever he was answering these questions, or any other ones that were fired at him, but Kurt did have to try and pretend that he didn't notice it that much, only because that if he even glanced at Blaine, he knew he would totally forget what he was saying to the other person in the first place, and his mind would just be a total blank. Noticing Blaine smiling softly, after Kurt had put his hand to his mouth; grinning wildly, Kurt just couldn't get over how...amazing what Blaine said to him truly was. It was extremely rare that Blaine said the wrong thing to him, and it was amazing how almost everything that Blaine said to Kurt was everything more than perfect. After kissing Blaine, Kurt decided not to lean back, seeing Blaine smile, and even if he was going to, he would've been unable to after Blaine raised his hand, cupping his face. How could he lean away after that? 'I have been for months..'

[/i]. Kurt looked at Blaine, still keeping the closeness between them, unable to remove the smile that was on his face. He was speechless, to put it simply, knowing now that Blaine had been looking forward to actually getting married for months. Kurt had been wanting that for a long time too, though he wasn't sure if he should've said it, in case Blaine thought that it was too early, and he would end up ruining everything, which seemed to be common in a lot of his relationships. Kurt wanted to say that he was the same, but as he opened his mouth to speak, he couldn't find the words to say this. Though, even if he could speak, Kurt wouldn't even be able to reply, seeing Blaine leaning into kiss him again, Kurt attacthed their lips again, not breaking away after a few moments this time.

There weren't many people that Kurt would put his dreams on hold for, or stop completely, and the ones that he would do that for were all from his family, including Blaine. Even though he wasn't an official member, Kurt felt like he was as good as. There was so much that Kurt would gladly give up if it meant spending the rest of his life with Blaine; even if it was the oppurtunity to perform his dream role on Broadway to a sold out audience. It wouldn't even need to be something that Kurt would have to think about; it would be answered in an instant. Kurt had said to his father that he loved him more than being a star, and he had said it to Blaine whenever the subject of this, or Kurt would just tell it to him straight, that he wasn't holding him back at all and he shouldn't question it, and Kurt would just leave it at that, or would try and make Blaine realize this. It didn't seem to be that successful though, as it happened a lot. Kurt couldn't cave though. He was pretty stubborn, and wouldn't rest until Blaine saw it that way, and even if he wasn't that way, he would still be trying to convince Blaine that was how he felt about waiting a year. Also, they didn't even need to be in New York, though, Kurt really did want to move there; it was amazing. He just had to have his future with Blaine. That was all that mattered to him. His feelings for Blaine were...beyond irrevocable. Nothing, and no one would ever change the way that he felt at this moment, and as long as Blaine was still his, and he was still Blaine's, he knew that no matter what happened to him, he was still able to feel amazing, or, at the very least alright. He wanted to tell Blaine that he felt that way, but he really didn't know how he could say it. It wasn't something that he found was easy to describe. But most of his feelings about Blaine were like that; not a single one of them negative. He didn't really think that the way he felt about Blaine wasn't exactly something that he even needed to say to him or other people. Anyone that saw them together should be able to tell by the way that Kurt looked at Blaine that he wanted nothing more than to just be with him, and that he loved Blaine more than anything. Despite that it was obvious anyway, Kurt stilll found himself at one point during the day telling Blaine that he truly loved him. Not hearing Blaine protest to him having his hand in his hair, just made Kurt's smile widen further. He liked having his hand in Blaine's hair, and he was more than glad that Blaine wasn't protesting to it. While he slowly began to run his hand through Blaine's hair, Kurt had to wonder how Blaine's hair felt when he had the usual amount of gel that was in it, though, being guilty of putting more gel in his hair than was probably needed, Kurt knew that it was probably hard for him to have his hand running through it. After Blaine had kissed the top of his head, Kurt and smiled into Blaine's shoulder before kissing Blaine's neck. When Blaine rested his chin in his hair, Kurt held onto Blaine tighter, and feeling even more relaxed, especially after Blaine started to swing slowly. ' I'm going to enjoy waking up next to you.. '[/i]. Kurt slowly lifted his gaze up towards Blaine after he spoke. Sighing slowly, Kurt smiled and nodded slowly 'It'll be amazing...I can just imagine it being like this' He whispered, still looking up at Blaine.

He usually had to fight the temptation to be too openly affectionate with Blaine. Kurt didn't regret doing it at all, but he knew that when he gave Blaine those flowers on the staircase that he was risking either one of them getting hell for it. It wasn't something that he regretted doing though. But, he was surprised that none of the members of the football team had brought it up yet. Kurt half expected them to come out at them, all guns blazing, just minutes after it happened. He was glad that so far, neither him or Blaine hadn't been bothered too much. Well, Kurt had, but it wasn't because of Blaine, and it was really just habit for half of the jocks, and they didn't seem to be doing it as much as usual. Whenever Kurt was walking in the hallways during a free period, and he noitced Blaine in one of his classes, it was surprising how Blaine looked like that he didn't mind having to go to his classes. There were very few classes that Kurt felt that way about, and most of the times he had those classes were at the end of the day, and he just wanted to run over to Blaine, and hug him as soon as they met at the gates at the end of the day. His impatience was very clear to the other students and most people would usually end up asking him why he was so impatient. Usually, Kurt would tell them to mind their own business, or just say that he was just waiting for the bell to ring. It really just depended on how he was feeling at the time. When they did finally meet at the end of the day, Kurt didn't care where they went, just as long as they would be together, but he enjoyed being at the Lima Bean or at his house the most. If he had to chose, Kurt would probably chose his house, only because they would be along, and share anything together, and actually have moments together that they couldn't share at school. But the Lima Bean was still a great place for him. There were far too many great memories of their relationship there. Despite how much Kurt enjoyed their moments alone together, Kurt still wasn't ready to get ....too intimate. The most he could do as making out, but anything further than that really just unsettled Kurt, and he didn't really like thinking about it far too much. However , Kurt had been thinking more about it, and had sworn to himself that whenever he was ready, he would share his first time with Blaine. He knew that he would have to do it at some point and he knew that he really just wanted to give himself to Blaine.

Kurt did have a few people thinking that just because they were close to him, that they were allowed to touch his hair. Rachel, was someone who was incredibly guilty of doing that. He couldn't count the times when he told Rachel not to touch his hair, and she would usually have touched it in such a way that Kurt would have to leave the room for a long period of time, so that his hair was lying perfect again. Though, with Blaine, that wasn't something that he had to do, no matter how badly his hair was messed up, he would just sit there and let Blaine touch his hair It was a small thing for some, but really was a sign for how much Kurt trusted you. With some people would give them a reproving look and give it a quick fix-up with his hand, but that was really just it. That was the case for most of the Glee kids. He could just spend forever focusing on Blaine, and would be happy doing so. He was really just perfect for him, and it was unbelievable for Kurt to imagine how he managed to get someone so...amazing for him.If it wasn't for the small squeeze around his waist, Kurt didn't think that he would've been able to continue what he was saying, and he smiled gratefully at Blaine before he spoke again. He noticed that Blaine seemed like he wanted to say something, and he felt a bit bad for continuing to talk, but it was really just somthing that he had he really had to say to Blaine. He could ask about what Blaine was going to say there after he finished speaking anyway. Noticing that he was almost head-butted by Blaine, Kurt couldn't help but chuckle softly. It was good that he didn't...it probably would've ruined this moment, and Kurt didn't want to end up bursting into laughter, or being in pain during the middle of saying something so important. When Blaine blinked away, what seemed to be the start of tears, Kurt smiled softly, and bit his lip, preventing from anymore from falling down his face. Kurt reprocitacted the kiss, and looked into Blaine's eyes again, unable to stop smiling. Not that he would even want to. 'You don't have to thank me for anything, Kurt. If anyone should be saying thank you, it's me. You've given me everything I've ever wanted and more.. I still have trouble believing you're mine.. I never thought I was ever going to be so lucky as to find someone like you'[/i]. Kurt shook his head 'I do though. I really do....And I feel the same way. It's been a good number of months now, and I still can't believe it...that I actually did manage to find happiness.'. As Blaine brought him closer, it was becoming incredibly more difficult not to pull him into a passionate kiss, and he just held onto him tighter. 'There's no-one else I'd rather start my life with.. you're it for me, Kurt, the only one I could ever see myself with. Everything worked out so perfectly between us.. you've made me so unbelievably happy. I can't imagine life without you anymore.'[/i] Kurt felt his eyes water over again, though, no tears had threatened to flood over. Though, there wasn't a doubt in Kurt's mind that it would soon happen to him. 'I have tried before...To think of spending the rest of my life with someone else, but everytime that I do....My mind is just a blank, and it just hurts to. There's just..no-one else that is as perfect for me as you.'. Feeling Blaine remove his arms from around his waist, Kurt briefly glanced down to follow them, to see what Blaine was doing, and after feeling his hand's around his wrists, Kurt looked up at Blaine in the face, a serene smile was spread across his face. Kurt looked at their hands as their fingers intertwined before he looked back up again, after hearing Blaine's voice 'You're everything to me, Kurt Edward Hummel, and I'm so glad you're mine. '[/i]. Kurt just stared at Blaine, unable to think of anything to say. It was a bit strange for him to hear his full name being used like that. His middle name was rarely used, and whenever it was, it was usually because he had been caught doing something he wasn't supposed to be doing, or he was going to get a lecture from one of his parents. His father hadn't really used it in the past, though in recent years, he had been. Mainly because in the past, he hadn't really done much that would warrant the usage of his full name. It was usually his mother that used it, and when she was alive, that was usually rare. But, that wasn't the reason for the tears that were now falling down his faee; it was just that Kurt had never imagined in a million years that he would ever mean that much to anyone, and he really didn't think that he would with Blaine when he started to realize his feelings for him. He felt a bit like an idiot for not saying anything in response, but no matter how hard he tried, Kurt just couldn't think of anything to say in return. So, Kurt just continued to look Blaine in the eye, smiling at him warmly, and hoping that Blaine was able to tell that Kurt felt the same way.

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WORDS: SWEET JEGUS 2592 WORDS
TAGS: Blainey <3
MUSE: My Westlife play list on my iPod :3, Then while editing ad finishing it off, all the Klaine duets :3
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Kurt didn't need to reply at all. Blaine never expected anything in return from his boyfriend - no sweet words, no love-filled kiss, no adoring hug. Those things were simply a bonus for Blaine, because for him, just being able to call Kurt his own, to be able to tell him everything he'd ever really felt, that was all he wanted. As he kissed him back, softly, his thumb traced over Kurt's cheekbone lightly. Even a simple gesture such as that had so much feeling in it, because Blaine loved Kurt with everything he had. The way he slowly pressed his lips against his boyfriend's, how softly he graced his skin with his fingertips, how close he held him to his body.. it all radiated warmth, and adoration. He didn't do it on purpose. Blaine's feelings for Kurt just took a hold of him, turned him inside out, made him act without really thinking. It was impossible to explain. At such times, he didn't really know anything, he couldn't think straight at all, and his actions were fuelled by love, not his brain. Blaine only knew one thing, and that was that he loved Kurt so unbelievably much, so much that it hurt. He wanted to give him everything he could, wanted to make him feel safe, wanted to be able to console him whenever he was upset. Because really, there was and never would be anyone else for Blaine. This was it for him. The things he felt, the memories they'd made, the moments they'd shared together.. they were all completely and utterly perfect, and Blaine wouldn't change anything at all. Because it didn't matter to him, how they got together. The journey was bound to be full of things he would treasure, things he'd regret, things that he just wanted to hold close to his heart, but that was all part of growing up. Of finding love. Of finding Kurt. And now.. all that mattered was that they were together, and they could start a whole new journey by themselves. Blaine had found Kurt, he'd given him his all, he loved him with his whole heart, and he'd promised him nothing but the best. Because that's what you did, when you were in love. You did all you could to make the other person happy. And Blaine wanted nothing more than to see Kurt smiling for the rest of his life.

Blaine didn't really know how Kurt saw it, but from where he was standing, there wasn't anything he wouldn't do for his boyfriend. If it was possible, he'd sell every single thing he owned, including the clothes on his back, just to prove his love for Kurt. He'd rearrange the stars to spell out Kurt's name, so that everytime they were stargazing together, all he'd have to do was look up and there would be the single most important word in his life, staring right back at him. He'd travel the world, bring him back the seven wonders. Buy Paris for him, the fashion capital of the world. Give up his dream to pursue a music career, writing and performing, just so he could spend every single minute of every single day with the boy he loved. Blaine had a budget, of course, so instead, he settled for the little things. His most prized possession.. well, Blaine already knew what he was going to do with that, except he couldn't tell Kurt yet. It was a secret, his own little surprise. It was better that he didn't know - it would be better received if he didn't expect it. He couldn't rearrange the stars, but he could name them after Kurt. Whenever he was at his own house, away from his boyfriend, each night, he looked out of his window. He would find his star, his Kurt, and he would tell it goodnight. Because although it wasn't his actual Kurt, to Blaine, it was the next best thing. He could travel the world, which he had done twice already, but he couldn't bring him back the seven wonders. He could, however, promise to take him to see every single one, as soon as they had enough money. As for Paris.. Blaine was planning on making Kurt french toast, croissons and pain au chocolat every Saturday morning when they lived together, just so he could feel like he was in the other country. So they both could. Breakfast would be rounded off with mugs of hot chocolate, just like they had it in France, and then they could snuggle up together for the rest of the day. His music career? So long as he could play for Kurt, he'd be more than satisfied. And then, on the weekdays, when Blaine had to get up and go to work, he would leave little notes for Kurt to read. Just a sweet little message for his boyfriend, maybe giving hints as to where they would be eating later that night. Maybe he was planning way into the future, but Blaine felt like it was set. He was going to move in with Kurt, wherever they could settle down together, and they were going to start their lives as one. Nothing, at all, was better. Feeling Kurt run his hand through his curls, he tilted his head into his touch slightly, kind of like a cat nudging up against a person stroking them. He even let out a small purr feeling Kurt's lips on his neck, nuzzling his face into Kurt's hair affectionately and continuing to swing slowly, peacefully. He kept his arms around his boyfriend's slim figure, holding him close to his chest, to his heart, where he belonged. Feeling Kurt lift his head up, to hold gazes, Blaine tilted his head down so that only the tips of their noses were touching, a soft smile gracing his lips. It'll be amazing...I can just imagine it being like this.

[/b][/color] Slowly, tenderly, Blaine raised both of his hands from Kurt's back, sliding them up gently until his fingers were on the back of Kurt's head, tangling amongst his hair. He leaned forward ever so slightly, pressing a soft kiss to his lips, before breaking away, smiling down at him. " Morning, beautiful. "[/color]

Being in a different year to Kurt, they didn't share any of their lessons, so at least Blaine was able to concentrate on the teacher. He was positive that should he actually be in the same class as his boyfriend, there would be no way on earth he'd ever be looking in the direction of the teacher, unless it was to be told off for glancing off somewhere else. Though, it was also negative. It was a lot harder to find Kurt, when he had breaks, so they had to arrange places to meet before they arrived at school. Then again, they tended to share lifts, so they had plenty of time to discuss things before they went their seperate ways. Blaine had managed to catch Kurt walking past his classroom from time to time, whilst he had his free periods, and it just completely threw him off track. His gaze would remain glued to the door, holding gazes with his boyfriend until he disappeared, and Blaine would spend most of the lesson wishing for him to come back, just so he could see his smile. He could remember the first time it had happened, when he'd been caught completely off guard. It had taken three yells from the teacher and a fierce poke from the girl next to him until he was brought back to reality. From then on, he really tried not to get too distracted by Kurt's mystery appearances, but it was much easier said than done. The relief that filled his body when he was finally released, and allowed to run down the halls, spotting Kurt from about a mile off and instantly throwing himself into his boyfriend's arms when he was close enough, it really was an uncomprehendable amount. Wherever they went after that, so long as they were together, Blaine had a wonderful time. He preferred being back at Kurt's house, primarily so they could be alone, but he never forced any decision upon Kurt. He tended to go wherever he felt like going, or wherever his boyfriend wanted to. It didn't really matter. They'd get to spend time together, and whenever they were out and about, it really was no secret that they were in love. The simple things - the way they looked at each other, the hold of their hands, the tone to their voices - gave them away. Blaine just lost himself completely in Kurt, mesmorised by what was easily the most important thing to him. Only when they were both comfortable, and not a moment sooner, would the pair be able to grant their hands visas to travel south of the equator, and completely be each others.

Blaine just looked into Kurt's eyes for a few moments, going through the familiar rings of colour, absorbing the sheer warmth he got from simply holding his boyfriend's gaze. He had no doubt whatsoever that he'd be able to sit and watch Kurt all day, even if he wasn't holding his gaze. Every movement that Kurt executed, it was all so graceful, so completely amazing. He was utterly unique, and Blaine loved him so much. There was no-one else quite like him, at all, and that was what made his feelings so strong. He'd never met a person like Kurt before or since his encounter with the love of his life, and even if a replica of Kurt showed up, someone that could easily be his identical twin, Blaine would still be able to tell which Kurt was his. Watching as Kurt shook his head, he tilted his own to the side ever so slightly, listening to him carefully. I do though. I really do....And I feel the same way. It's been a good number of months now, and I still can't believe it...that I actually did manage to find happiness.[/color] He smiled lightly as Kurt held onto him tighter, nuzzling against him softly before pulling back. " All I ever want is to see you happy.. it's all I ever try to make you. To know that I've provided you with.. with happiness.. I'm so unbelievably glad that I can give you what you deserve. "[/color] Blaine didn't know how long he would be able to hold back tears, but he suspected it wouldn't be too long until he broke now. I have tried before...To think of spending the rest of my life with someone else, but everytime that I do....My mind is just a blank, and it just hurts to. There's just..no-one else that is as perfect for me as you.[/color] He watched Kurt as his boyfriend's gaze fell down to follow his hands, smiling back at him softly as their fingers laced together. " Whenever I see anyone else.. anyone I think I could've maybe had a future with in the past.. my heart just.. twists. I compare them all to you.. not one of them is anywhere near as amazing, and beautiful, and perfect as you are.. "[/color] When Kurt didn't say anything in return, Blaine wasn't bothered by it at all. He knew that Kurt was probably surprised he'd used his middle name like that, but to him, it really wasn't anything unusual. Whenever his parents actually spoke to him, they called him by his full name, which admittedly, did make him feel like a posh little rich boy, but he didn't let it bother him too much. Instead, he sat and focused on Kurt, bringing his hands to his mouth and kissing the knuckles softly, before holding them between the two of them again. That's when Kurt started to cry, and concern immediately crossed Blaine's features. He raised one of his hands, wiping away the ones he could catch, kissing both of his cheeks softly after the process. He held Kurt's gaze for a few moments, before pulling him into a comforting hug, wrapping his arms around Kurt's body and holding onto him tightly. " I love you, "[/color] he whispered in his ear, closing his eyes over, " I love you, I love you, I love you. "[/color] Blaine pressed a warm kiss to Kurt's neck after he spoke, continuing to hold him, hoping to reassure his boyfriend. " I just want you to know that I do.. in case.. in case one day I'm not there to say it anymore.. "[/color] The way he practically choked out the words showed that it hurt Blaine, to discuss such subjects, but he meant every single word that left his lips. He couldn't read the future - he didn't know what lay in store for him. That's why he lived each moment with Kurt like it could be his last, because although whilst he was alive and kicking, there was nothing that could tear him away from Kurt, there was no telling what could happen. Slowly, he removed his arms from around Kurt's waist, leaning back to hold his gaze. Softly, he reached for Kurt's hand, raising it up to rest on his chest. " This, "[/color] he glanced down at where Kurt's hand was resting - over his heart, " belongs to you. Take good care of it. "[/color] He smiled weakly at Kurt, his throat growing a little dry, a few tears beginning to spill over and fall down his cheeks. He could taste the salt on his lips as they trickled down further, but Blaine didn't bother to wipe it away. He just held Kurt's gaze, softly, wanting him to know that he really was his everything. There was no-one else he'd rather give such an important piece of him to. Because he knew that no matter what happened, no matter what obstacles the pair hit along the way, Kurt was never, ever, going to break it.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote][/size]

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MY HEAD IS GIVING ME LIFE OR DEATH BUT I CAN'T CHOOSE

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_{STATUS ; Complete!
TAGGED ; Kurtie <33
WORDS ; I don't actually know. :)
MUSE ; FANFIC <-- Tore my heart out, broke me, reduced me to tears.
NOTES ; <3}

[Kurt Edward Hummel [Away]]

Kurt did feel bad whenever Blaine said something just so...amazing to him, and all he could do was sit there and stare like an idiot with a smile on his face. Feeling Blaine's thumb trace over his cheekbone as they kissed, Kurt let out a small sigh, and parted his lips slightly, before continuing to kiss him again. Kurt didn't feel like it was much, but he tried to make sure that the signs of affection let Blaine know exactly how much he meant to him. All of his actions whenever he was with Blaine just came naturally to him -- he didn't really need to think about what he could do. Though, he hoped that these signs of affection he gave Blaine after he said those things to him made up for him being speechless. It was the only thing that Kurt could think of that could remotely compare to the things that Blaine had said to him. Blaine was just -- well -- everything to Kurt. Any feelings that he had whenever he was in Blaine's company was anything but negative. Any negative feelings that were in his mind always seemed to melt away from his mind. He was the only one that could always make him feel happy again if he had any troubles, the only one who actually made him feel totally safe at McKinley. Kurt just felt that in Blaine's company that no wrong could ever come to him. He couldn't think of any way that he could repay Blaine for this, but just spend as long as he could with Blaine as the other boy would allow him to. Which, if Kurt had his way, would be forever. Kurt had never felt like this about anyone else in his life, and probably never would again. He was positive that no matter what the future had held for him that Blaine would always be as infected in his mind like he was now, and that his feelings towards Blaine would never change, except from him loving Blaine even more than he already did. Kurt didn't really think that would be possible, but any time that he thought that, Blaine always seemed to prove him wrong. Kurt just wanted Blaine to be happy with someone -- to find somebody to love , and he couldn't really describe how it made him feel, that at this moment at least, he was that person.

There really wasn't anything that Kurt wouldn't do for Blaine. If asked, he would drop everything for Blaine, to just make him happy. Most things, Kurt wouldn't need to think about doing, though, the only thing that he would ever hesitate to do was if he was ever asked to leave Blaine. It would definitely destroy him if he ever had to do so, but if that ever was what Blaine truly wanted..then Kurt would reluctantly do it. It would definitely be one of the hardest things he would ever have to do. Though, fortunately, with the way things were going between them, that didn't seem like it was going to happen any time soon, which was definitely a huge relief to Kurt. He wanted to give everything he could to Blaine, and would pretty much run to get him whatever he wanted, no matter how long it would take. As long as Blaine still wanted that particular thing, Kurt would fight until Blaine got it. Though he was willing to give anything to Blaine, he didn't really want anything in return; he just wanted a future with Blaine. It really was all he wanted, and Blaine was the only one that could provide that to him. It did seem to be set that he was going to have future with Blaine; they'd already planned to move in and start their lives together. It really was a good start for them. He continued to run his hand through Blaine's hair when he felt Blaine tilt his head, smiling as he did so. The action made Kurt think about his old at, that died not long before he started High School. As much as he loved and missed that cat, Kurt didn't really think to much of the old pet, and could really only focus on Blaine. Hearing the small purr, and feeling Blaine nuzzling his face against his hair, Kurt couldn't help but smile against Blaine's neck. He slowly breathed, feeling totally relaxed as Blaine had held him to his chest while swinging slowly. It was moments like these that just made all the bad times with Kurt's past crushes or potential love interests worth it. Any moments with Blaine were almost too perfect to handle -- he really wouldn't, or rather, couldn't trade it for anything else in the world. He smiled when he felt the tips of their noses touch, before lightly brushing his nose against Blaine's. He lightly shivered when Blaine's hands moved up his back, then closed his eyes over with a smile when Blaine's hands hand tangled in his hair. Feeling Blaine kiss him softly, Kurt kissed him back, smiling against his lips before opening his eyes slowly, keeping Blaine's gaze. 'Morning, beautiful.'

[/b][/i]. Kurt smiled softly at Blaine, before slightly sitting up, pressing a soft kiss to the tip of Blaine's nose 'Good morning'[/b]. He said, speaking softly and slowly, while still continuing to smile at Blaine.

In a way, Kurt was glad that they weren't in the same year. It would be far too hard for him to get any work done, and it would get to the point, where he imagined that he would definitely have to be placed as far away in the classroom as Blaine, or be put in a completely different one, so they wouldn't be as distracted with each other. Though, he really hated how hard it was to find Blaine during breaks, and they had to arrange to meet up somewhere so they could guarantee that they would see each other for more than a few moments. He always felt really bad whenever he was walking past Blaine's classroom, and felt like he was being too distracting when he slowed down his walking rate to look at him for as long as possible. There had been times when he had just stopped walking completely, and either had to be moved away by the teacher, or have the person he was walking with snap him out of it. He remembered one time when he was with Rachel, and she actually had to grab his wrist and drag him away from the door to get him to start walking again. Luckily, moments like that were incredibly rare, and Kurt could remember each of them clearly without getting moments from each incident confused with another. One of the highlights of his school day, was when he finally met up with Blaine. He was completely unable to hide how he was feeling then, usually ending up throwing his arms around him as soon as he saw him. His favourite place to go was his own house. It was really the best time he could spend time he could spend time alone with Blaine, but really, just as long as he could be with him was good enough for him. He did have a few people feeling shocked whenever they found out that he and Blaine were dating, which really had to make Kurt wonder how oblivious they were. Kurt liked to think that he was pretty decent at hiding his feelings towards people -- though, it was usually when this feeling was dislike or annoyance -- but his feelings towards Blaine were just impossible to hide. They always came out before he had the chance to think on them, and he could never stop himself from just getting totally lost in Blaine. He really was just looking forward to when they could finally, and totally give themselves to each other.

Kurt felt that he definitely loved, and knew Blaine well enough to be able to identify Blaine easily if, for whatever reason, if everything that was used to be able to identify someone just by looking at them. It was small things that he noticed about Blaine that he was unable to notice about anyone else. It was just as something as simple as the way he turned a page in a book, or how he walked. Almost everything that Blaine done, Kurt noticed something different about the way he did it than everyone else did. Feeling Blaine nuzzling against him, he sighed softly, before lightly squeezing him, just before he heard Blaine speak 'All I ever want is to see you happy.. it's all I ever try to make you. To know that I've provided you with.. with happiness.. I'm so unbelievably glad that I can give you what you deserve'[/b][/i] Kurt looked up at him and shook his head slightly 'Just...being with you is more than enough to make me happy. You really don't need to do anything..just as long as I'm with you. I..just feel at times..that I don't deserve you, and I just feel incredibly blessed that I do have you.[/b]. He barely spoke in a whisper, feeling his voice catch in his throat slightly. ' Whenever I see anyone else.. anyone I think I could've maybe had a future with in the past.. my heart just.. twists. I compare them all to you.. not one of them is anywhere near as amazing, and beautiful, and perfect as you are.. '[/b][/i]. He smiles a little when Blaine speaks, quickly flipping his fringe out of his face 'I feel the same way...there's just..no-one else like you. There probably never will be again"[/b] Feeling Blaine kiss his knuckles, he shivered slightly, parting his lips slightly, when he felt Blaine's lips press against his skin. He frowned slightly, seeing Blaine look concerned, feeling a little guilty because of it. He sniffed a little, and wiped the tears from his face that Blaine wasn't able to catch, and looked up at Blaine, giving him a small sigh when Blaine had kissed his cheeks. He tightly wrapped his arms around Blaine as he felt Blaine's around him. ' I love you,'[/b][/i]. At Blaine's words, Kurt closed his eyes over, shutting his eyes over, attempting to trap any more tears from falling. 'I love you, I love you, I love you. '[/b]. After Blaine kissed his neck, Kurt lifted his head, smiling at Blaine 'I love you too'[/b]. His shook slightly when he spoke, though, he still meant it.

'I just want you to know that I do.. in case.. in case one day I'm not there to say it anymore.. '[/b][/i] As Blaine spoke, Kurt's head fell down, and buried itself into Blaine's shoulder, shaking slightly as he cried again. It didn't really help much, that he heard that it was hurting Blaine to talk about this. If he could, Kurt always tried to avoid the subject of the death of loved ones. It was usually too much to bare, and he wasn't going to lie. He often panicked about waking up one morning and finding out that Blaine...wasn't there any more. It was different from a break up. With a break up, there was a chance that you would see them again, and maybe, even love each other again. But when some died..that was it. You weren't going to see them again. He lifted his head slightly, wiping away the tears that were streaming down his face. 'I love you...I..I don't know what I'm going to do if..I can't see you again.'[/b]. He let out a few heavy breaths, trying to calm himself down slightly. He gave a small sniff, feeling Blaine's arms leave his waist. Kurt blinked away a few tears before meeting Blaine's gaze. He looked down, feeling Blaine reach for his hand, and followed it when Blaine placed it on his chest. 'This'[/b][/i]. He slowly closed his eyes over, feeling Blaine's heartbeat under where his hand was resting. He opened his eyes again when Blaine continued to speak 'belongs to you. Take good care of it'[/b][/i] He gives a shaky sigh, and smiled a little. He lifted the hand that wasn't on Blaine's chest, and wiped the tears on Blaine's face away with the back of his hand, before pressing a small kiss against Blaine's lips 'I will...I always will.' He continued to smile at Blaine, while holding his gaze. Kurt wouldn't be able to deal with learning that he ever broke Blaine's heart. If it happened, Kurt would never intend to do so. He couldn't ever see himself actually wanting to hurt Blaine, and looking up at Blaine, Kurt felt that Blaine was the same.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote]

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MUSE: THAT FANFIC ;_;
TAGS: BLAINEY ~ ♥
NOTES: Sorry for the wait! And these two are going to be the death of me, I know it ...[/size][/justify]