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Post by Lucille Quinn Fabray *Awy on Oct 2, 2011 8:10:57 GMT
It was the start of a new year. Quinn was still dealing with the fact that Finn had yet again dumped her and gone back to that little dwarf. She could believe it had happened. She knew that Rachel had talent but she was still prettier. She had still done what she could to show Finn that she did love him but apparently that wasn't enough for the quarterback of the football team.
Now Quinn was standing on the stage in the auditorium. She hadn't been to a glee club practice all year. A few of her fellow members had tried to talk her back but with little to no success. She hadn't fell that she wanted to rejoin the glee club. It was part of the reason she had fallen so far. Part of the reason that Finn wasn't her boyfriend anymore. Despite that she had so much fun in it.
Oh... Oh... Oh... If I should die before I wake, It's 'cause you took my breath away Losing you is like Living in a world with no air Oh I'm here alone, don't wanna leave My heart won't move; it's incomplete Wish there was a way That I can make you understand But how Do you expect me To live alone with just me 'Cause my world revolves around you It's so hard for me to breathe Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air Can't live, can't breathe with no air It's how I feel whenever you ain't there It's no air, no air Got me out here in the water so deep Tell me how you gonna be without me If you ain't here, I just can't breathe It's no air, no air No air, air - No No air, air - No No air, air - No No air, air I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew Right off the ground to float to you There's no gravity to hold me down for real But, somehow, I'm still alive inside You took my breath, but I survived I don't know how, but I don't even care So how Do you expect me to live alone with just me 'Cause my world revolves around you It's so hard for me to breathe Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air Can't live, can't breathe with no air It's how I feel whenever you ain't there It's no air, no air Got me out here in the water so deep Tell me how you gonna be without me If you ain't here, I just can't breathe It's no air, no air No air, air No air, air No air, air No air, air It's no no air It's no no air It's no no air No air No air
When Quinn stopped singing, she looked out across the empty auditorium. She had missed singing but not enough that she was willing to turn back to glee club. She didn't know if she would ever turn back to them. They had so many problems for her. What pulled her from her thoughts was the sound of someone clapping their hands.
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Post by Kurt Edward Hummel [Away] on Oct 2, 2011 12:51:33 GMT
It was hard to believe for Kurt that it was already his senior year. He didn't expect it to happen, but the last two years just completely flew by. Though there were some things that he wished that they never happened, Kurt was glad that they did, because if it wasn't for them, the greatness of what happened last year would never have happened either.
Kurt was trying to look for Quinn, but it was proving to be difficult; he couldn't find her anywhere. He wanted to know why she hadn't been coming to Glee practice. He suspected that it had to do with Finn leaving her for Rachel last year, but Kurt had to be sure why. It made no sense that she had stopped coming. Quinn always seemed to really enjoy Glee.
When he was walking past the auditorium, Kurt heard someone singing, and recognizing the voice almost instantly, he began walking inside. 'Oh... Oh... Oh.../ If I should die before I wake,/ It's 'cause you took my breath away/ Losing you is like/ Living in a world with no air/ Oh/ I'm here alone, don't wanna leave/ My heart won't move; it's incomplete/ Wish there was a way/ That I can make you understand/ But how /Do you expect me/ To live alone with just me/ 'Cause my world revolves around you/ It's so hard for me to breathe/ Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air/ Can't live, can't breathe with no air/ It's how I feel whenever you ain't there/ It's no air, no air/ Got me out here in the water so deep/ Tell me how you gonna be without me/ If you ain't here, I just can't breathe/ It's no air, no air/ No air, air - No/ No air, air - No/ No air, air - No/ No air, air/ I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew/ Right off the ground to float to you/ There's no gravity to hold me down for real/ But, somehow, I'm still alive inside/ You took my breath, but I survived/ I don't know how, but I don't even care/ So how/ Do you expect me/ to live alone with just me/ 'Cause my world revolves around you/ It's so hard for me to breathe/ Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air/ Can't live, can't breathe with no air/ It's how I feel whenever you ain't there/ It's no air, no air/ Got me out here in the water so deep/ Tell me how you gonna be without me/ If you ain't here, I just can't breathe/ It's no air, no air/ No air, air/No air, air/ No air, air/ No air, air/ It's no no air/ It's no no air/ It's no no air/ No air No air.'
[/i] As Quinn had finished singing, Kurt smiled and began walking towards the stage as he applauded her 'That was amazing, Quinn' Kurt said, walking onto the stage. He smiled at her before asking 'How've you been?'[/blockquote] [/blockquote][/blockquote][/size][/justify]
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Post by Lucille Quinn Fabray *Awy on Oct 2, 2011 23:02:30 GMT
That was amazing, Quinn. When Quinn had looked in the direction of the clapping, she found it to be Kurt. He was walking towards the stage as he clapped. She was a little surprised that he was the one to find her. In all honesty, she had expected to see Brittany or Santana or even the dwarf herself, Rachel Berry. This was the last person she had expected to see.
Also Kurt was talking to her. That was something that she had expected. Especially with the way she had been at the end of last year and the beginning of this year. She hadn't been the nicest to her so-called friends. She had been nice to the people that were there for her when she was pregnant and no one else wanted to be. How've you been?
Quinn had two options here, she could play nice with Kurt or she could snap at him. Though snapping at him might bring the wrath or glee club down on her and she knew how they attacked when Kurt was threatened. She had use to be a part of that pack that wanted to beat down put on anyone who hurt Kurt. I've been as good as I can be when my boyfriend dumps me for a dwarf that caused the team to lose Nationals.
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Post by Kurt Edward Hummel [Away] on Oct 2, 2011 23:40:04 GMT
Quinn did look surprised when she saw that it was Kurt who had spoken to her, but who was to blame her? It would usually be either Rachel (she was, after all, the one who would try and talk people to joining the club again, Brittany and/or Santana (weren't they best friends when they were in the Cheerios? Kurt didn't really spend much time with them after all). Hell, he would also expect that Finn would talk to her as well. Finn did probably still care for, and even if he didn't, it was just in his nature.
Kurt didn't even know Quinn that well. He did support her when she was pregnant, but after that, they didn't really have much. The times when he did speak to her, however, were good. Quinn was pleasant to be around. Though, she seemed to have changed at the end of the last year, and she was still then same now.
I've been as good as I can be when my boyfriend dumps me for a dwarf that caused the team to lose Nationals.' Kurt frowned a little. It was clear that she still wasn't over Finn. Kurt did want her to move on from him, but he knew that he would feel exactly the same why if the same thing happened with Blaine 'I see...' Kurt said slowly as he nodded 'You can't stay mad at him forever. Sooner or later, you're both going to have to make up with each other'
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Post by Lucille Quinn Fabray *Awy on Oct 3, 2011 0:06:43 GMT
There was this feeling that Quinn had. It was like she knew exactly what he was going to tell her. It was going to be about how she needed to get over Finn. That she couldn't stay mad at him for that long. Also that they would eventually have to make up. Though what if Quinn didn't want to make up with Finn. What if she didn't want to see that little dwarf being all lovey-dovey with the guy that should still be hers.
Sure, she had made a few mistakes in the past but Rachel had too. She may have cheated on Finn the first time but she had really wanted to. Rachel had cheated on Finn to get back at him for sleeping with Santana while she was dating Jesse. Then again maybe part of Finn dumping her had to do with that fact that she cheated on Sam with him. Maybe she should stop cheating on people.
I see... Here is comes. The stuff she had been expecting him to say as a reply to her statement. You can't stay mad at him forever. Sooner or later, you're both going to have to make up with each other. Quinn looked at Kurt. She sighed before speaking. Is that why you are here? Did they send you here because they knew I'd be nicer to you? Hoping that maybe you would convince me to make nice with Finn and come back to glee club.
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Post by Kurt Edward Hummel [Away] on Oct 3, 2011 0:18:16 GMT
'Is that why you are here? Did they send you here because they knew I'd be nicer to you? Hoping that maybe you would convince me to make nice with Finn and come back to glee club.' Kurt took a deep breath before saying 'You're half way there. I am here to convince you to come back to glee. You don't need to be nice to Finn, you just need to make up...and be somewhat civil to each other. But I'm here on my own. I just happened to be walking past when I heard you singing.'
Kurt did think that everyone in this little "Love Triangle" should just grow up and make up with each other. It was tearing the group apart, and though only one person had left, and Finn and Rachel were now together, Kurt couldn't help but feel that the whole group might fall apart. A lot of people looked up to Quinn, so that did save them from some grief, but now she was gone, Santana would probably leave as well, and Brittany might leave with her, though Brittany did seem too loyal to leave the club just because Santana had left.
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Post by Lucille Quinn Fabray *Awy on Oct 3, 2011 0:37:05 GMT
You're half way there. I am here to convince you to come back to glee. You don't need to be nice to Finn, you just need to make up...and be somewhat civil to each other. But I'm here on my own. I just happened to be walking past when I heard you singing. Okay, so maybe she hadn't been right about everything but he seemed to want her to come back to glee. Though why was that. What did he get out of her being in glee again? They never really talked much before. This was the only time she could think of that they had been alone together.
There was probably also the fact that people were getting tired of her and Rachel fighting over Finn. It was a bit annoying at times but he had been hers first. The little dwarf had stole him from her. Even if I still wanted to be in glee club, who says they want me back. The only reason Rachel even bothered was because she wanted someone she knew could sing to fill the space. She looked at Kurt. Why are you being so nice anyway?
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Post by Kurt Edward Hummel [Away] on Oct 3, 2011 20:16:00 GMT
'Even if I still wanted to be in glee club, who says they want me back. The only reason Rachel even bothered was because she wanted someone she knew could sing to fill the space'
[/i] Kurt sighed before leaning against the piano. He did relate more to Quinn than anyone else in the club when it came to Rachel taking Finn away from some one. Kurt was long over it now, but it still did hurt when it happened. 'I'm not sure if that would be Rachel's intentions or not, but does it really matter? Won't Santana and Brittany want you back? You were close to them before all of this happened.' He said, looking at Quinn 'And I would want you back. It's not the same without you, after all' 'Why are you being so nice anyway?'[/i] Kurt fell silent after this. He didn't exactly know why he was being so nice, but he had really just felt the need to. He slowly looked up at her and sighed 'I don't know. Maybe it's because being a total jerk won't help me convince you to stay.'[/size][/blockquote] [/blockquote][/blockquote][/justify]
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Post by Lucille Quinn Fabray *Awy on Oct 3, 2011 22:40:49 GMT
Quinn watched Kurt as he leaned against the paino. She walked over and hopped up on the back end of the paino. She stared at her feet as they dangled in the air. I'm not sure if that would be Rachel's intentions or not, but does it really matter? Won't Santana and Brittany want you back? You were close to them before all of this happened. She sighed. It was true. She use to be close to them. She was sure what had happened. Brittany seemed totally happy in glee club. Santana had become kind of self-involved this year. I don't care what the dwarf's intentions actually were. As for Brittany, she loves anyone no matter what they do. Also didn't Mr. Schue kick Santana out?
And I would want you back. It's not the same without you, after all. Quinn glanced sideways at Kurt. She gave him a look like he had grown a second head. Was he saying that he missed her? That was crazy talk. Why would Kurt Hummel miss having her in glee club? They hadn't had a friendly moment since the end of sophomore year. This was a little odd to say that very least about it. Are you saying that you miss me being around, Kurt?
I don't know. Maybe it's because being a total jerk won't help me convince you to stay. At this, Quinn gave a little chuckle. She couldn't believe that they were still trying to get her back. Didn't they reralize that she would come back to glee club when she was good and ready to. What makes you think I can be convinced to come back? She hadn't said it rude like. It was more like she was confused.
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Post by Kurt Edward Hummel [Away] on Oct 5, 2011 7:28:29 GMT
Kurt's eyes followed Quinn as she sat down on the piano. She was then staring at her feet. Kurt turned himself slightly so that he could look at her properly while they spoke. 'I don't care what the dwarf's intentions actually were. As for Brittany, she loves anyone no matter what they do. Also didn't Mr. Schue kick Santana out?'
[/i] 'I actually wouldn't imagine that you would care about what Rachel had to say' Kurt said, sighing a little. He did forget about Santana being kicked out, and shook his head, rather amused that he did forget about Santana having to leave 'Yeah, Santana did get kicked out.
Quinn was clearly shocked when she looked at him. He raised a eyebrow a little as he gave her a small smirk. Even though they didn't know each other, he did still miss her, and Santana to some extent. He didn't miss her as much as he would miss Rachel, Finn, Mercedes, or Blaine had left, but Kurt's feelings were stilll true.'Are you saying that you miss me being around, Kurt?'[/i] Kurt looked at her and chuckled 'Yeah, I suppose that you could say that.''What makes you think I can be convinced to come back?'[/i] Kurt didn't really take what Quinn had said as being rude. He shook his head before saying 'I don't know. To tell the truth, I'm just being hopeful.' Quinn would probably come back in her own time, but Kurt just wanted to make sure that she didn't want to come back at this point in time.[/blockquote][/size] Words: 268 Tag: Quinn~ Muse: None Notes: Sorry it took so long ):[/blockquote][/blockquote][/justify]
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Post by Lucille Quinn Fabray *Awy on Oct 6, 2011 12:34:38 GMT
I actually wouldn't imagine that you would care about what Rachel had to say. Quinn chuckled a little bit what Kurt had said. Part of it as because it was true. The other part was because she had thought he and dwarf were friends. Apparently, she was wrong.Yeah, Santana did get kicked out. She sighed. Yeah, I heard that she burned one of the purple pianos in the courtyard a few weeks ago.
Still waiting for an answer, Quinn looked back don at her feet.Yeah, I suppose that you could say that. She wasn't sure how she was suppose to take that.If Kurt didn't miss her all that much then the only person that probably missed her was Brittany. Well, it's that how it is then I don't see me being missed very much. Her voice as sad and had cracked a few times.
I don't know. To tell the truth, I'm just being hopeful. This was just depressing her.There was no point in going back to glee. People only seemed to ant her back because she was always part of glee club.It probably didn't feel right without her. That was way she figured they wanted her back.I don't see a reason to be hopeful. My world always falls apart when I think it gets int
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Post by Kurt Edward Hummel [Away] on Oct 6, 2011 23:55:36 GMT
Kurt smiled when Quinn had chuckled. He was good friends with Rachel -- never in a million years did Kurt ever think that would happen. -- but he did know what Rachel was like. There was a paranoid voice in the back of his mind that was telling him that Rachel would probably ditch him if an opportunity arose that would help her on her way to fame. 'Yeah, I heard that she burned one of the purple pianos in the courtyard a few weeks ago.
[/i] He nodded 'That did happen, yeah...I still think that it was a bit much to kick her out. She did deserved to be punished, but not that much. We've all done things either just as bad if not worse, and we've never been kicked out. Not even Rachel when she was dating Jesse.''Well, it's that how it is then I don't see me being missed very much.'[/i]. Hearing her voice crack, Kurt leaned away from the piano and quickly went over to hug Quinn. 'But just because not all of us say that they miss you doesn't mean that it means any less. I mean, it's better to have two people miss you than none at all, right?''I don't see a reason to be hopeful. My world always falls apart when I think it gets into place again'. [/i] Kurt then became serious, and looked at Quinn 'If you want it to take place again, then you need to get out of this mind-set. It won't fix anything, and you need to fight to keep things secure. You can't just give up because things went wrong a few times.'[/size][/blockquote] [/blockquote][/blockquote][/justify]
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Post by Lucille Quinn Fabray *Awy on Oct 8, 2011 0:19:01 GMT
That did happen, yeah...I still think that it was a bit much to kick her out. She did deserved to be punished, but not that much. We've all done things either just as bad if not worse, and we've never been kicked out. Not even Rachel when she was dating Jesse. Quinn sighed. Kurt seemed to be giving Santana the benefit of the doubt. Mr. Schue had probably done what he had to prove a point. Did Kurt not get that? You don't find it odd that even after everything she has been through with the glee club, that she still sided with Sue. That she was still trying to destroy New Directions. Not that I really care or anything.
Suddenly, Kurt was hugging her. She was a bit surprised by this. Why was he hugging her? Had she done something that gave away that she was upset? But just because not all of us say that they miss you doesn't mean that it means any less. I mean, it's better to have two people miss you than none at all, right? I guess that is true. Though I would rather people miss me because they miss me. Not because they miss my voice or because I happen to have been doing everything with them for years. Doesn't anyone in this damn place care? The last question she practically screamed. He voice echoing slightly. She laid back on the piano.
If you want it to take place again, then you need to get out of this mind-set. It won't fix anything, and you need to fight to keep things secure. You can't just give up because things went wrong a few times. Quinn was on the verge of tears now. She hated feeling like she was such an outcast. Even if she went back to glee club she didn't think it would feel the same to her. More then a few times. She couldn't look at Kurt right now. Even though she knew that he was just trying to help. If I keep looking for a happy ending I'm never gonna get it right.
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Post by Kurt Edward Hummel [Away] on Oct 8, 2011 23:33:02 GMT
'You don't find it odd that even after everything she has been through with the glee club, that she still sided with Sue. That she was still trying to destroy New Directions. Not that I really care or anything'
[/i] Kurt shrugged 'I don't know...but she did look really hurt when she was kicked out' He leaned forward, and looked at Quinn 'And for someone who doesn't care? You sure are acting like it' Quinn seemed a little surprised when he had hugged her, but Kurt didn't react to to it. He just smiled. 'I guess that is true. Though I would rather people miss me because they miss me. Not because they miss my voice or because I happen to have been doing everything with them for years. Doesn't anyone in this damn place care?'[/i] Kurt stepped back when she pretty much screamed. After the echo had calmed down, Kurt sighed 'Look, the ones that were or are close to you definitley miss and care about you. You need to realize this' He said, with a slight frown. 'More then a few times.'[/i] Kurt nodded slowly 'Regardless of the amount of times...I've went through...so much this past year, and I could've given up at any moment. But I didn't. It doesn't seem it, but things do get better. It....just takes longer for others' She didn't look at him, and Kurt frowned again, wishing that she would look up to him If I keep looking for a happy ending I'm never gonna get it right'[/i] 'Only if you look for it and don't work on it. If you look and work for it, you will get it right. But not if you keep up this attitude.' Kurt said that a lot harder than he intended to, but at the moment, he didn't care.[/blockquote][/size] Words: 301 Muse: Dream On Notes: It was awesome ^_^[/blockquote][/justify]
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Post by Lucille Quinn Fabray *Awy on Oct 9, 2011 0:03:58 GMT
I don't know...but she did look really hurt when she was kicked out. Quinn tried not to show her surprise at this. Santana was upset about not being in glee. She knew that the girl claimed to like being in glee club but she had always had a crappy way of showing it. And for someone who doesn't care? You sure are acting like it. Now she gave Kurt a slight glare. That is ridiculous! Why would I miss glee club.
Suddenly, the echo made Quinn realize that she had just screamed into Kurt's ear practically and it had caused him to jump back. Once all was quiet again, she heard Kurt sigh. Look, the ones that were or are close to you definitley miss and care about you. You need to realize this. Quinn didn't look up or move from where she was laying on the piano. Sorry about screaming in your ear. Also I am trying but you know how thick headed I can be. She gave a little laugh. It wasn't much but it was step.
Regardless of the amount of times...I've went through...so much this past year, and I could've given up at any moment. But I didn't. It doesn't seem it, but things do get better. It....just takes longer for others. She sighed and ran a hand through her short blond locks. True, you did go through a lot. Though you ended to the year on top. You got someone who loves you and also you got to be prom queen. I lost the guy I love to a hobbit and cut my hair off. She had started out this year acting like a crazy person. That was for sure. Only if you look for it and don't work on it. If you look and work for it, you will get it right. But not if you keep up this attitude. She then gave a tiny snort. I'm trying to change my attitude. Though I don't see how I can find anyone else when I can't even keep the guy I love.
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