::Kurt:: When Your Going the Wrong Way

[Kurt Edward Hummel [Away]]

Kurt knew that not many people believed that he was that happy kid, who was always getting involved with everything he could, singing at almost every opportunity, and did so while doing the smallest of tasks. But now, he just found it next to impossible to have any form of singing come out of his mouth unless he was alone. Which, actually, was a shame. It was the only thing from the old days that was even possible to get back that he wanted. It was just that he would start singing, and just be over-come with emotion that he couldn't continue. Breaking down in tears and having people ask if you're alright in public? Not what Kurt wanted at all.

His eyes narrow when seeing her hand go up to her necklace. Looking at it properly, Kurt realizes it was something he gave her for her birthday one year. The year before he left Lima, seemingly to be for forever. She still has that..?. He thinks, his brow furrowing. Then, he remembers what he said when he gave it to her. Saying that he'd always be with her.. Not something he would say to anyone now. He didn't really believe in people staying with anyone forever -- it was just the memory, not the actual person. "Remember this?"

[/b]. A strained expression forms on Kurt's face as he nods. "Y-yeah....I got it because it matches your eyes.."[/b]. Yet again, not something he would do now. It would just be fifty dollars shoved into a nice card for a present. At least they couldn't complain about being disappointed. They could just buy whatever they wanted. "I'm sorry I bothered you."[/i][/b]. Seeing her pick up her box, Kurt sighs. "F-fine...You can come in"[/b] He doesn't open the door fully, but enough for her to get in easily with her things "I'm not good company to be around, so please...don't complain"[/b]

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WORDS:[/B] 323
MUSE:[/B] ARIA OF THE SOUL[/B][/FONT][/SIZE][/URL] < This is actually really relaxing..and works well for Loner!Kurt
TAGS:[/B] LUCY <3
NOTES:[/B] For once tonight, kUrt's not being an asshole. Won't last long though.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote][/justify][/size][/justify]

[Lucille Quinn Fabray *Awy]

Lucy remembered the days when she was happy. Though until recently, she didn't remember how many of though memories involved Kurt Hummel. In fact, until recently she didn't realize that she had blocked out so much of the years she had know the boy in front of her. Maybe because after he pushed her away, she had lost part of who she had been. Maybe she had blocked it out to block the pain. She had enough to deal with without realizing she ahd a broken heart. At the age of twelve her heart broke and never repaired itself. Why was she just realizing this now? Maybe cause the one who broke her heart was back and he might be the only one who can fix it.

Fiddling with the necklace, Lucy had no way of knowing what was going through kurt's head. Though he probably didn't expect her to still have the necklace after seven year. Probably thought she had chuckled it when he pudhed her away. It was her only link to him. Y-yeah....I got it because it matches your eyes.. She didn;t look at Kurt. She was too afriead that he still wouldn't believe that she cared. I remember you telling me that. She remembered a lot of things that he had said to her. F-fine...You can come in. Despite that being what she had wanted to hear, she ddn;t think he would actually say it. She slide though the door quickly, so that he could close it and block out the world the way that he liked to. I'm not good company to be around, so please...don't complain. She just gave him a nod amd glanced around the room. Where would you feel is better for me to put myself?

WORDS;
STATUS; Complete!
MUSE; THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY
TAGS; Kurt <3
NOTES;

[Kurt Edward Hummel [Away]]

A lot of things about his past, Kurt had chosen to forget. Almost everything about Lima he'd managed to finally get rid of just over a year ago, the only things he remembered was that was his place of origin, and it was pretty much where his life had ended. Well, his purpose anyway. But after coming back, everything slowly came back to him, even the tiniest little things and it was just constantly dragging him down. The most vivid things he remembered -- apart from the times with his parents -- were times spent with Lucy. They were...good times, great actually, but it hurt to actually think on them. It was just breaking him more and more just being here. Thank god it was only for a year.

Why hadn't she thrown the necklace away? If it was him? He probably would have done. Too many memories. The only thing that made him keep everything was that throwing things away..It wasn't something he could do, unless it was actually just trash. He was paranoid that he might need it again one day after chucking it, or that it might be worth some form of value. Quinn still wasn't looking at him. It did hurt he had to admit, but he had expected it. "I remember you telling me that."

[/i][/b]. Kurt says nothing, just smiling a little weakly. It was all he could manage whenever he smiled. Having Quinn entering his house made Kurt feel grateful. He didn't want the door to be open for any longer than it had to be. Looking around the apartment, he shrugged a little "This is it, I guess...Not much really."[/b]. The room was pretty bare. There was a small TV in the corner, with a coffee table in the middle of the room. A bookshelf filled with a few of his old books was near a futon that he bought instead of a couch. It was less expensive for him. Besides, Kurt wanted a piano more than a couch, so he spent most of his money on that. Really, all Kurt needed was a piano, bed, oven, and a fridge-freezer. No TVs or anything. He just bought them so it could seem more like a home. Not that it worked. Sighing a little, Kurt points to a door at the back, "Bathroom's in there. Kitchen's in there"[/b] He then pointed to the door opposite from where they were standing. "Where would you feel is better for me to put myself?"[/b][/i]. Taking a deep breath, Kurt sighs a little, nodding towards the futon. "There, I suppose. I've only got a single bed..Wouldn't really be appropriate to share it either way. Though, you could sleep in there if you want..There's spare sheets in the cupboard"[/b][/blockquote]

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WORDS:[/B] 464
MUSE:[/B] ARIA OF THE SOUL[/B][/FONT][/SIZE][/URL] < This is actually really relaxing..and works well for Loner!Kurt
TAGS:[/B] LUCY <3
NOTES:[/B] Shoji Meguro...He's a god. I love him.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote][/justify][/size][/justify]

[Lucille Quinn Fabray *Awy]

Lucy sometimes wondered how much different things would have gone if that accident had never happened. What would life be like if Kurt hadn't lost his parents? Cause that was where life as she had known it had changed. She lost Kurt and everything fell apart. Se didn't know if he was the cause or if it was just coicedence that t had happened then or it was all because of that incident. There was no way to know for sure but she would always want to know. maybe someday she couldn;t figure it out. Hell, there were a lot of things that she wanted to figure out. Something only Kurt would be able to answer for her.

If she was being honest, Lucy could't figure why she kept the necklace. Originally, she just couldn't bring herself to throw it away. Though as the years wore on, she had started to wear it occasionally. By junior year, she never took the necklace off. It was just something that kind of happened. Then again this new Kurt that was standing before her, might find it silly and childish but it was her only link that she had left to happiness. When she was in the apartment, she didn't look around at first. Instead she glanced at Kurt. He was so grown up. This was how she had imagined him looking when they were younger. Though there had been so much sadness in his eyes. This is it, I guess...Not much really. She looked away from Kurt and around the apartment. There was bookshelf, piano, a futon, and a small Tv. It wasn't much but if seemed to be enough for Kurt and he was saving her from sleeping in her car. So, she was grateful. Bathroom's in there. Kitchen's in there. She tightend her grip on her box. Thanks again. Then he nodded towards the futon. There, I suppose. I've only got a single bed..Wouldn't really be appropriate to share it either way. Though, you could sleep in there if you want..There's spare sheets in the cupboard. She looked at Kurt. The futon is fine. She dropped her box next to it and thenplaced her backpack on top of it. Then kind of stared at the ground, not sure what to say.

WORDS; 427
STATUS; Complete!
MUSE; THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY
TAGS; Kurt <3
NOTES; this replies is only so so

[Kurt Edward Hummel [Away]]

There wasn't any doubt in his mind...if he didn't lose his parents, Kurt would be a lot easier, and he sure as hell wouldn't be depressed like this, and probably would have had a boyfriend or girlfriend by now. What gender Kurt preferred, he never knew, seeing as how he distanced himself for so long. Maybe he was asexual? He didn't know..All he knew was that everything changed for the worst when he lost two of the most important people in his life. If only fate were nice enough to grant him at least one of his parents. Sure, it would have still been tough, but they could've helped each other. And Kurt never would have had to have pushed Quinn away.

"Thanks again."

[/b][/i]. Looking at Quinn, Kurt shakes his head. "It's.. nothing. I'm just doing you a favour, is all"[/b]. Noticing her grip tightening on her box, Kurt raises an eyebrow "Need help..?"[/b]. Though he may haven't spoken to many people for more than five minutes, Kurt knew when to help people if he saw it. It would only just be if he was the only one that could, only so that he wouldn't risk getting close to them. Even after eleven years of almost complete solitude, Kurt's dapperness was still there. "The futon is fine."[/i][/b]. Raising an eyebrow, Kurt tilts his head "Are you sure...? I don't mind giving up my bed if it's easier.."[/b]
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WORDS:[/B] 239
MUSE:[/B] ARIA OF THE SOUL[/B][/FONT][/SIZE][/URL]
TAGS:[/B] LUCY <3
NOTES:[/B] NONE[/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote][/justify][/size][/justify]

[Lucille Quinn Fabray *Awy]

The pain that Lucy had had to put up with was nothing like losing ones parents. Sometimes she didn't quite know how he had handled it. Especially after he pushed everyone that he was close to away. There was nothing that could really be done to change that now though. Maybe he would let her in. Well, as screwed up as she had become due to her father, she wasn't even sure that she would let herself get close to him. Two broken people trying to fix each other probably wasn't always the smartest way to go about anything but it did tend to happen that way some times. That was probably what was going to happen here. That was if he let her get close to him again.

It's.. nothing. I'm just doing you a favour, is all. Lucy gave him a meek half-hearted attempt at a thank you smile but it didn't look like a smile. I know but I'm still thanking you because you didn't have to. Need help..? She had a decent grip on her box now. I'm fine. I got it. She knew that Kurt was trying to be nice. Though she didn't normally let others help her. Her mother use to say that she was very Quinndependent. Are you sure...? I don't mind giving up my bed if it's easier.. She looked at him. Kurt, I'm not going to kick you out of your own bed.

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WORDS; 292
STATUS; Complete!
MUSE; THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY
TAGS; Kurt <3
NOTES; there we go with this post

[Kurt Edward Hummel [Away]]

Kurt wasn't going to kid himself and say that he wasn't the only person that was suffering because he lost his parents. Because he wasn't the only person that lost someone that day. So many others did because of that crash. A daughter..a son....a friend. Even people lost him, even though in way, he could come back. But it probably still hurt, seeing as how under the circumstances, it wasn't likely he would return to Lima. But here he was, and really...He couldn't complain. He chose to come back here. Thinking a little, Kurt considered maybe asking how things had been for her, but decided against it. Kurt didn't want to trigger anything in case it was bad, and she'd be able to telll him in her own time anyway. It seemed to be for the best, and he hoped she would do the same for him. It was the only way he'd consider letting people it, was if they respected that he wasn't going to be ready to share so quickly. His feelings, no matter how small they were, were far to personal to share with anyone else. Though, he had to admit, with Lucy, it was going to be a lot easier to share with, seeing as how they were close before. The trust was still there, but it had faded over time.

Kurt raises an eyebrow at her facial expression. It looked like she had wanted to smile at him, but it didn't look like one. Was that expression on his face in the attempts he made to smile? Maybe that was why people didn't believe him. He didn't know what his face looked like whenever he smiled after all. " I know but I'm still thanking you because you didn't have to"

[/b][/i]. Sighing a little, Kurt shakes his head. "No, I did. I couldn't leave you out in the streets, or on your own...It wouldn't have been right"[/b] Quinn had seemed to have a decent grip on her box now, but Kurt did want to make sure she wasn't struggling " I'm fine. I got it."[/b][/i]. Nodding slowly, Kurt looks at her. "Right...are you sure?"[/b] He tilts his head a little when he looks at her, brow furrowing slightly. Wow...he couldn't remember the last time he'd done that. What the hell was going on with him? "Kurt, I'm not going to kick you out of your own bed."[/b][/i]. Letting out a weak laugh, Kurt shakes his head. "You're not kicking me out if I'm inviting you to stay in it."[/b]

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WORDS:[/B] 428
MUSE:[/B] ARIA OF THE SOUL[/B][/FONT][/SIZE][/URL] < This is actually really relaxing..and works well for Loner!Kurt
TAGS:[/B] LUCY <3
NOTES:[/B] NONE.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote][/justify][/size][/justify]

[Lucille Quinn Fabray *Awy]

The drama of her life was never what she imagined it to be. When she was younger, she imagined that drama might be whether or not she made the cheer squad in high school. Or trying to find a date to proms and formals. Or if she were to continue her crush on Kurt into their dating years. That would have been easy to deal with. Losing her best friend had never been in the plan. That just spiraled off to everything else. All the stuff that got her detention the rainbow striped hair dying incident during her freshman year. Her parents splitting. It all got worse the first time her father had hit her. She had to hid everything under make-up. It was just easier than coming up with excuses. She'd been hiding it successfully for the last two years. Nothing she couldn't continue to hide until they faded away. Since she was going to be staying with Kurt now. That hopefully meant no more seeing her father and no more new bruises. This was the start of a new life or so she hoped. It would be easier to live with Kurt.

Lucy wasn't quite sre why Kurt was raising an eyebrow at her. Was she making a funny face or something? She had been trying to smile. Had she failed? Probably, she had been having a bad day. No, I did. I couldn't leave you out in the streets, or on your own...It wouldn't have been right. She sighed. Her hair falling into her eyes. I would have been fine in my car. The box was sligtly bigger than her arms reached around but she had a hold of it. So, all was good but Kurt seemed to want to make sure. Right...are you sure? With the box not sitting on the floor by the couch, she sighed. More than sure. Then he was laughing at her. That made it her turn to raise an eyebrow. You're not kicking me out if I'm inviting you to stay in it. She playing with a strand of hair. I would feel rude either way.

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WORDS; 401
STATUS; Complete!
MUSE; THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY
TAGS; Kurt <3
NOTES; it gets me every time

[Kurt Edward Hummel [Away]]

Sure, Kurt wasn't expecting a perfectly easy life. Yeah, he knew that there was going to be some downs on the way. But he didn't expect his life to be nothing but downs. He thought he'd lose his parents when they'd lived to a ripe, old age, and he was settled down with a nice family. But not even the settling down with a nice family seemed appealing to him any more. Kurt was pretty much just asexual. Nothing really did interest him any more, and he had no..urges. Even the small crush he'd had on Lucy didn't seem to be there any more. But even then, he couldn't deny that appearance wise? Lucy turned out well. She was really pretty.

"I would have been fine in my car."

[/b][/i]. Kurt sighs, giving a quick roll of his eyes. "Don't be stupid, of course you wouldn't have been fine in your car. You would've died of hypothermia within a few nights. You'd get sick either way. Two nights at most would you be able to last in your car. Not to mention Lima's pretty dangerous at night. You'd have to be incredibly careful where you parked your car."[/b]. Whoa...That didn't mean to come out as harsh as it did, but it did...Cursing himself, Kurt shakes his head. "Sorry..That sounded a lot less harsh in my head"[/b] "More than sure"[/b][/i] Giving a quick nod, Kurt shoves his hands in his pockets and begins rocking back and forth on his heels "Good..."[/b]. Kurt watches as she twirls her hair as she speaks. He really didn't know why she was so reluctant. "I would feel rude either way"[/b][/i] Smiling wryly, Kurt shakes his head again "Trust me, you're not being rude. I'm letting you use the bed. Also, you're a guest, so you should be getting the best here."[/b]. Giving a quick shrug, Kurt glances at the floor, mumbling to himself "'Sides...I got pulled out of my bed, and it was stolen a lot of times in those homes. S'no big deal, really"[/b]
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WORDS:

[/B] 344
MUSE:[/B] ARIA OF THE SOUL[/B][/FONT][/SIZE][/URL] < This is actually really relaxing..and works well for Loner!Kurt
TAGS:[/B] LUCY <3
NOTES:[/B] Sammmeee. Also, quote from Sherlock. Omg. It reminded me of this Kurt.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote][/justify][/size][/justify]
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[Lucille Quinn Fabray *Awy]

Lucy just wanted to forget the past and think about the future. An uncertain future but a future none-the-less. She just wanted to have a normal life. The only way to get that was to get a damn time machine and go back to when they were eleven and stop that damn accident from ever happening. That was impoosible to do. So, she was stuck with the way things were and she really hated that little fact. Screw the damn past. Maybe Kurt still cared somewhere deep down inside of himself or maybe he could care again at some point. A girl could hope.

Don't be stupid, of course you wouldn't have been fine in your car. You would've died of hypothermia within a few nights. You'd get sick either way. Two nights at most would you be able to last in your car. Not to mention Lima's pretty dangerous at night. You'd have to be incredibly careful where you parked your car. Lucy brushed the curls out of her face. So, much this boy didn't know. Both so troubled in such different ways. Still didn't mean that you had to help me. You still could have turned me away. Sorry..That sounded a lot less harsh in my head. She looked at Kurt. It's fine, K. It felt weird to call him that again. She hadn't called him that in seven years. Good... she didn't really have anything to say to that and kind of chose silence over attempting to form a sentence. Trust me, you're not being rude. I'm letting you use the bed. Also, you're a guest, so you should be getting the best here. Sides...I got pulled out of my bed, and it was stolen a lot of times in those homes. S'no big deal, really. She rolls her eyes at him. An excellent reason I should sleep on the futon. Don't argue. I'm done discussing this. Despite everything, there was still a hint of the Lucy he had known buried in there.

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WORDS; 400
STATUS; Complete!
MUSE; THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY
TAGS; Kurt <3
NOTES; hope this doesn't suck

[Kurt Edward Hummel [Away]]

Kurt didn't care about the past, present, or future. He really just couldn't be bothered with living at all, but was just going to live it out until he died. He had attempted suicide a few times, but he realized that it probably wasn't the solution. It wasn't going to change the fact that his parents were dead. It wasn't going to change the fact that he wasn't ever going to see him again. Nothing in the world would let that happen. So he knew that he just had to suck it up, and get over it. Even though he knew that wasn't ever going to happen.

" Still didn't mean that you had to help me. You still could have turned me away"

[/b][/i]. He shrugs, looking at her "True..but what good would that do? If you don't want to stay, then you can leave. Just warn before had if you do"[/b] He says turning around to turn on one of the lamps. "It's fine, K"[/b][/i] Kurt bites his lips, drawing blood slightly. He wasn't expecting to be called that. He wasn't actually expecting to be called anything but his name, "Hummel", or "Hey, you". Or anything along those lines. Kurt didn't really care, just as long as it wasn't too offensive. But being called "K"... He didn't know. It was weird. "An excellent reason I should sleep on the futon. Don't argue. I'm done discussing this."[/b][/i] Kurt sighs a little, looking down at the floor. "I'm not going to win...Am I..?"[/b] He mumbles, making a mental note that the next night he'd go to sleep before Quinn, and fall asleep on the futon before Quinn had the chance to.


Alone is what I have. Alone protects me[/size][/font]

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WORDS:

[/B] 344
MUSE:[/B] ARIA OF THE SOUL[/B][/FONT][/SIZE][/URL] < This is actually really relaxing..and works well for Loner!Kurt
TAGS:[/B] LUCY <3
NOTES:[/B] Decided to add the Sherlock quote to the end of these posts now[/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote][/justify][/size][/justify]
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